you said move on (where do i go)

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date: Thursday, May 26, 2005
time:2:47 PM

Dear Readers,

Have you guys every rode a bicycle and flew out of it? Well.. I have!.. My whole class went to east coast yesterday and we had an awesome time.. We spent out school hours there and the rest of the other we so JEALOUS! haha!.. When we arrived there, it was so deserted. There were no ppl in sight and the whole place was wet. The first thing tt all of us did was to rent some bikes for ourselves so tt it was easier for us to travel. The bikes were $5.00 for 2 hours.. Not bad!.. Diana, Shima and me rented a single rider bike but Diana.b and kasmi wanted to share. After getting the bikes, we went off, searching for a nice shelter so tt we cld have our picnic. We got tis realli nice shelter tt was next to the beach and it had a great view of the horizan!! So romantic!.. If onli HE was there!! haix!! After the whole picnic. me and diana decided to go for a ride, so we took our bikes and rode it as fast it could go.. But guess wat happen next! My front tyre collidded wif diana's back tyre and i went flying out of my bike!.. I fell forward and my knee got cut!.. My arm was in pain and i had a difficult time walking back!.. Haix!!.. My fwen Amos tried to fix the bike back cox there was something wrong wif the bike!.. haha!.. i tried to cycle back and my leg was in pain!.. Then we all went to the beach to have some fun in the water!.. I wash my wound first then took some nice pics wif the gerlz!.. I brought my camera so we possed and possed at the camera!.. After the "photoshoot", we had to get back, we returned back the bikes and went off!.. We had to do a treasure hunt and my group won out of my whole class!.. Wat to do?!?! We are too good! It was a good day for me and the whole class!!

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date: Friday, May 20, 2005
time:7:28 PM

Hey!.. I am back!.. Today i am feeling miserable and tired!..

I had a netball trainin on thursady and it was the worst thing ever!!!..

My whole team had to run 35 rounds for the entire training

and we were barely alive after the whole thing!

Well.. my coach said tt it was for the best of the team but till tt BAD!

I ALMOST quit netball on the spot!..

" We have to pay a certain price to achieve the best!! "

Those were the wise words that my coach said before he went off..

I am feeling tired also because i juz finished a reherseal for an investiture tml..

Guess where it was held?

In the PRIMARY SCHOOL CHURCH!!

I felt so uncomfortable the whole time and nobody knew tt..

It was also very boring but wat to do..

Leaders have to scarifice and serve the school no matter wat..

The whole reception was so boring tt i was sleeping thru' out the whole practice!..

hahax!

But i am excited to get my new badge!

Now i wont be needing the "prefect badge" animore cox i now have my new

"student council badge"..

I feel so special man!!..

haha!..

Well, i am happy tt i am able to share tis experience wif my fwens (shima,diana.b and kasmi) and also my mom and bros!..

They willl be there when i collect my badge!!

So excited!!

I wanted HIM to be there too but to bad he has soccer match to attend!

Ever since he became a CAPTAIN, he seems more happy!

I don knw y but i am happy for him no matter wat!

Now we are both captains for 2 of the most important boy and gerl sport in KCPSS!

So proud!! :)

* Oh ya!... before i go!..

I would like to thank my so called " coach terence " for being there for me!..

This is for yea!

LOVE yea BRO! (''V'')

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date: Monday, May 16, 2005
time:6:03 PM

Today is the most miserable day of my entire life.. I was lookin' forward to get back my mid-year exams papers.

But things got bad when i got back my first paper which was my maths paper. I did so badly tt i actually did not imagine!..

I onli got 34 out of a 100 for the entire paper.

How could tis be???

Now i don even knw how to tell my dad and i don even knw wat will happen to me if i did tell him?

Haix!!.. Well if u think tt my maths paper was the worst, well guess how much i got for my malay paper two? I got a 30 out of 70!! Haix!!

I was so shocked and now i am in double trouble. But at least my english paper was not tt bad.. I got a 49 out of 80 for my english paper one and my teacher said tt for my paper two i did well.. So tt means tt overall i did very well for english!!.. Hahax''!!..

Life was a total mess wif my exam marks and my meetings and also my relationship!.. He neve seems to care but anithing and i am worried for tis relationship.. Even my own teacher is telling me to get a better guy!..How?..

Should i listen to a teacher tt has years of experience in relationship or should i listen to my heart!..

I have always listen to my heart but now i have have doubts whether to listen to heart!!..

I believe tt my heart always tells wise decisions but now i am confuse!..

Could tis be the end of my relationship?

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date: Saturday, May 14, 2005
time:5:27 PM

I was in friendster juz updating my profile when i came across tis post by one of my fwen.

It was the saddest story tt i have ever heard!

Here is a preview of wat the story was abt...

Chinie is a typical college girl who enjoys life to the fullest.

She loves her boyfriend so much and texts him every now and then.

JM is Chinie's boyfriend who works in a callcenter in Ortigas. He's always busy doing so manythings. He only manages to reply to Chinie's texts when he gets off from work.

One time, JM received a message from Chinie:

"hi baby! how r u? miss u! call me when u comehome k?! tc! lovu!"

JM ignored the message because he always receives the same message whenever it is

time for him to go home from work.

"baby,i miss u already! did u eat yet?! takecare when u go home! ill be w8ing 4 ur call.lovu!""baby,where r u?! u're not replying to my msg.well,ill b here w8ing for ur call! lovu!"

JM reaches home and lay on his bed.

The last thing he remembered was reading Chinie'stext.

He was so tired he fell asleep and wasn't able toreturn Chinie's call. He can still hear his phone beeping but he's too tired to look at the message.When he woke up the next day, he remembered that he needed to call Chinie. He ignored the messages and dialed Chinie's number. Noone answered at her house. He called up her cell phone and was surprised that her father answered thephone. In his voice you could feel his tears andhear his heart tearing apart.

"JM, why'd you call just now? Chinie's been waiting for you!""I'm sorry, I was tired and fell asleep. I called at home but no one answered. Where are you now?""Just wait for us at home."

JM went to Chinie's house and much to his surprise he saw a lot of people inside. The house was brightly lit but you could see the gloom in every person there. JM was greeted by Chinie's mom in tears. She hugged him tight and cried on his shoulders.

"Chinie was waiting for you. She didn't go outwith us because she was waiting for your call.She was killed last night by some robbers whocame in here. She's gone JM, she's gone.""Chinie texted me last night..how could thathave happened?!"

JM couldn't look inside the coffin. He couldn't move and it felt like his whole body was stuckon the chair he was sitting in. He wanted to cry but it seemed something was blocking his tears.He turned to his phone and read the messages there.

"baby, ill be w8ing for u to call. i wont go outwith dad anymore!"

"baby, im scared. i think theres som1 downstairs.pls call me already!"

"baby, theyre here. wut f they kill me. pls callme.baby where r u? i need you here now. pleasebaby i can hear them come"

"baby.... i love you!..."

He wanted to shout and cry. It was true that Chinie had been waiting for his call. To her last breath all she thought of was him.He stared at Chinie inside the coffin. The tears started flowing. He couldn't say anything.The only words he uttered...

"My baby, I'm so sorry, I'm so, so sorry.. I love you so much"

So guys wat do u think of the story? How could a Boy forget to call his gal?

Well.. this is how i feel rite now cox my darlin' is not near and his presence is not felt by me.

I reallli don wan him to regret it when something happens to ur relationship..

So if u are reading this and u have not told ur bf or gf tt u love em, Go and do now! :)

title: i miss you* !!!
date:
time:7:15 AM

Hey ppl! Finally i have a blog after so long.

THANKS TO SHIMA !!!!!!!!! (this ish written by SHIMA) (=

Well.. today i feeling realli miserable and lonely!.. My darlin' is Missing!

I don understand y he is neve there for me. I knw tt i am neve there for him everytime but at least i care

for u with my precious heart! He can neve understand me and he will neve will..

At least i have my FOUR sistaz here wif me, and at least they care abt me!

I can live my life the way it is suppose to be without u and i did tt even before u came into my life!

You say tt my life would change for the beta when i am wif u but it is not!

You made it worst after i broke up wif u knw who!

Haix!.. I realli love u but u don see tt!

So next time whenever u say u love me!

U beta mean it!!