you said move on (where do i go)

title:
date: Saturday, April 26, 2008
time:4:17 AM

hey.
i guess i wont be getting my pay this month.
i have not been giving tuition for over a month now.
the girl's mother was admitted to hospital.
i hope she's well...
i really miss school.
i dont think i can stay in the house for another month now.
i cant take it.
i'm not doing anything progessive here.
my mom wants me to learn how to cook.
she says its for my future husband.

well...
most of you should know that my cooking is not spectacular!
everytime i cook something, it turns out to be the opposite.
well...
told my mom that if i cant cook then i'll look for a chef as a husband.
wont that be easy.
everyday he comes home with a new menu.
well...
its not easy finding a chef in singapore.

title:
date: Friday, April 25, 2008
time:3:12 AM

hey people.
wow...
i didn't realise that i was gone for such a long time.
have been really busy with my driving thingy that i'm out almost everyday.
but it ended yesterday...
and....
i have officially gotten my license people!!!! :)
i am so happy.
it was a really nerve wreacking experience.
i neve wan to do it again.
the tester was nice but i still seem to be nervous.
i was sweating like a pig in the car even thou the AC was on, full blast.
the tester brought me to the traffic police room to explain my mistakes but he said i did well.
passed and registered for my license already.
haha...
really happy.
i wan to go out with my girlfriends to celebrate.
anyone up for it? :)

saw shalih that day.
he does look different.
with his messy hair.
haha.
but i we didn't talk.
he was taking a bus home.

title:
date: Tuesday, April 15, 2008
time:6:20 AM

wow.
i have been gone for quite sometime.
i have been out almost everyday now.
no time to even update but now i'm here.
alot of things happened since friday onwards.
friday, i had my Final theory test (driving)...
and i PASSED.
after the test...
i had to rush home for the FOUNDER'S DAY.
i'm invited to school to collect an award.
i think its called, VALEDICTION SPEECH.
don ask me what valediction means cause even i dont know.
i got to meet and talk to MR ATHERTON.
it was so cool.
its the second time i get to meet him.
the last time was in primary school.
but it was a great experience.
meet all the old teachers and they said hi to everyone.

on saturday.. i had tuition as per normal.
then went to see my grandma..
she likes it when i come over without telling her.
finally get to see the new flat screen tv that they bought for her.
then went on a ride with my uncle.
he kind of showed me how to drive.
he wasn't a good teacher but it was cute.
then he was telling me about the old times, when he just got started.

sunday....
hmmmm... well...
went for my religious class like usual.
but there was something to look forward too.
shima needed some tips for her first day of school..
all the girls kind of helped out and it was fun.
we even helped her choose a new hairstyle and even how to find a new friend.
i hope it worked.
all the best to them.
in the afternoon...
went to velocity for shopping.
my bro needed a pair of new shoes and a bag...
went walking around but nothing interesting.
in the end, my bro bought for himself a smart shirt and a polo tee.
i bought for myself a nice scarf.
velocity is really not that interesting at all.
went to united sq to visit my cousin who was working at toy-r-us.

met his manager.. "stella"
his manager was either a she or a he...
i don knw...
but she/he was nice.

then we went back to J8.
in the end, my bro bought his shoe in J8 & the 2 of us bought a new bag pack from zinc.
went so far for nothing.
but it was fun.. going out with my bros and my mom.

today...
i went to my driving centre.
had to register for my practical.
had to pay $1600 plus.
this whole month... i have practical everyday.
in one day i could have 3 to 4 practical.
my life is kind of devoted to passing this driving test.
well...
i guess i have nothing to do so might as well do something useful.
:)

title:
date: Wednesday, April 09, 2008
time:2:37 AM

hey.
my head is really spinning today.
every side of my head is aching.
it feels as if someone just punch me in the head a few times.
it was since yesterday.
HELP ME! :(

i have nothing further to say about us.

you wanted something to read right...

so here it is.

title:
date: Tuesday, April 08, 2008
time:7:00 AM

hey.
i'm back after such a long time.
poor me.. people are already yawning on my blog. haha. :)

well... went to J8 wif my younger bro and my mom.
went looking around for some nice clothes to wear.
i don knw why but i'm kinda into shirts wif hoods now.
cause i'm the kind of person that is lazy to be an umbrella and when it rains, at least i have a hood. hahaha.
lame! i knw.
well.. there were alot of clothes around but no money.
so i guess just wait for my next pay.
kind of miss my girlfriends.
most of them are either in school or about to start school.
kind of weird still being at home when they are already in school.
well... that is life.

i asked a friend of mine, how come i neve seem to see any photos of her and her bf.
well... she told me it was a secret relationship...
so cute. still keeping things a secret.
my other friend just celebrated her 6mth anni.
she is so happy.
i'm so happy that she is happy now.
when me and wati asked what she got for her anni, she didnt wan to tell but i had a feeling it was either a necklace or a ring.
but she is not the kind of person that liked to wear rings.
i wonder wat happened to the brown ring she bought during the SP thingy.
i'm really happy for all of them.
study hard guys. miss yea.

i just dont know what is wrong wif you nowadays.

when i said i didnt have a problem means i didnt have a problem.

just because i dont sound the same, you dont want to talk.

wow.

just imagine me losing my voice one day.

then you wont have to talk to me forever.

pls la.

small things like this doesn't have to affect a relationship ok.

everytime we talk...

there is this dead silence whenever we have nothing to say.

the 2 of us would just wait for the other party to say something or start something..

if not then the silence will go on till i cant take it anymore.

you keep on making excuses to hang up the phone.

because you dont want to pick a fight but running away from it doesn't really make it better dude!