you said move on (where do i go)

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date: Thursday, May 31, 2007
time:4:55 PM

Staying home for the whole day is really boring!
The only time I get to go out is when I'm am my way to school...
That is just bulls***....
I cant take it anymore.
Nobody in this house is feeling the same amount of boredness I am feeling...
I have done my share of revision & now i just want to go out.
Especially today....
I want to support the guys at orchard today...
They took part in the adidas competition...
Grand prize : ALL EXPENSE TRIP TO HONG KONG!!!!!
Not bad!
Welll.....
WISH THEM ALL THE BEST!!!! :)

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date: Friday, May 18, 2007
time:6:08 PM

SCHOOL IS SO FUN!
Really wish that diana could have been there to be part of the fun! :)
NVM! Everyone is hoping that she will get well soon and come back healthy!
For the past few days, we have been laughing and laughing like nobody's business....
Really fun!
Everyone is bonding and getting to know each other deeper.
We just enjoy each others company..
No matter if that person is irritating or just plain dumb sometimes.
We are still a class.
Played pranks on HARI..
Hid his bag at Mr Lim's chair..
Disturb Victor and James...
And laugh somemore.
This is why I love to come to school.
Its good that school is keeping me distracted from him being away for 3 days.
I'm starting to MISS HIM... :)
I cant lie when it comes to the matter of my heart.
He went to Malaysia for 3 days with his family.
Hope his having fun w/o me.
I think he is la!!!! HAHA!
Cant wait for him to come back.
Cant wait to give a big big big hug!
His a big boy so the hug must be XTRA big la!! :)
Miss Diana tooo...
Miss talking to her about things...
Like about ahtank & my bf..
I miss disturbing her. Really hope she will be fine soon & recover w/o any scars... :)
As for those "irritating" people..
Dont try to be nice to me. I know your true colours now and I really know how you feel about me..
You can hate me and call me a bitch!
I DON CARE! You can call me that and other words that is in your vocabulary!
I STILL don care!
All I care about is my family & friends & AMRIT & my future...
Do you see your name there?!?!?!
If not means I don care about YOU!!!! :) HAHA!

I almost forgot..
I'm trying to get me into the Direct Admission Exercise For Poly.
Told MRS Tang about it & she is willing to help me.
I thought of asking help from mr low..
He always told me that I can ask him for any help and for this, I need help.
Hope I get thru'.
This will secure my future and I don have to worry about anything else but my O Levels.
MRS TANG says I have a high chance of getting thru' cos I can use my SC testimonial to my advantage!
I'm praying hard! :)
I'm praying hard that I get the NDP tickets too!!!! :)

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date: Wednesday, May 16, 2007
time:5:49 PM

Monday
Nothing really happened on this day except for the releasing of results.
I received my malay (JUST passed), physics (just passed) and maths (FAILED AND NO HOPE).
I did not expect the results to be that bad.
How could this happen to me!
I studied so hard.
I need this subjects to get into the course of my choice!
How!!!!
I need help!!!
I dont want to fail and let my family down!

Tuesday
I received the rest of my results.
SS (PASSED), history (passed), english (JUST passed), poa (passed) and F&N (failed) and chemistry (failed).
Today was really stressful cos nothing seem to go my way!
I studied.... had so much hope and still nothing!
How???
Still need help I guess!!!
But I'm not giving UP!!!!

Wednesday
Today school was fun!
We played so many tricks on people that we could not stop laughing.
We played a trick on "hercules".
We gave his bag to the librarian and told her that this bag dose not belong to anyone.
We told her to put it in the lost&found corner.
She believed us and kept it.
Then she asked me again!
"Are you sure this bag does not belong to anyone?", she asked with a confused look on her face.
"I'm not sure! I did not see anyone carry this bag just now!!". I told her while controlling my laughter.
We all ran out of the library and waited for him outside.
"Amos... She confiscate ur bag la... She don't want to return back it!", I told him.
H e ran in the library with such anger while the rest of us ran back to class.
We ran so fast that we were faster than a train. HAHA!
Nothing else happened except for the softball compettion.
I went down and took my time off to help MS CHNG to umpire the inter-class compettion.
I had till 5pm and I managed to host 3 games.
BUT!.....
Some people decided to make me pissed!
The rules were very clear.
No one is suppose to fight back with umpire and her word is final.
But someone "people" did not really agree with that rule!
I came and umpire the game with a good heart but some people think that I biase!
Who else could it be right?
"Aisyah! Be fair to my class la... I know you don't like me!", the person who had so many things to say.
Come one la...
If i wanted to tell you that I did not like YOU...
I WOULD HAVE TOLD U IN THE FACE LA!!!!
I was fair!
You were just a sore loser la!
I did not want to use those words but I cant help it!
You have a problem then come and face me!
Who are you to tell me what is right and what is wrong!
Get your life back on track than you come and talk to me ok!
Then there was this guy!
He deserves a reality check la!
Someone has got to tell him that he is not good looking at all...
Even if he was, no girl would want him because of his attitude!
While playing the game, f**k you and ch** bye is the only words he knows.
He scolds his friends instead of encouraging.
He deserves to be called a BASTARD!
Sorry la but you really are!!!! :)
But as for the other classes...
You guys were a good batch of people and all the best to you all!!!!
FLY BALL!!!! :)

DIANA!!! WE MISS YOU GAL! HOPE YOU GET WELL SOON & BE PRETTY AGAIN! :)

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date: Wednesday, May 09, 2007
time:10:35 AM

Im so happy..
No more studying for awhile.
Now Im back to update.
I know it has been sometime since i update but it was worth it.
I had more time to revise.
More time to think about the things I wan to do in the future.
It feels good now.
Schools been boring.
Home has been boring so no use talking about it cause it will just put everyone to sleep.
My life??
Hmmmmm...
Good I guess..
Spenting more time alone.
Thinking about things...
Amrit??
Well, his fine as per normal.
He has been having fun with his friends as usual.
But now, he and his friends have a new hobby.
Playing monopoly seem to make them happy.
Hahaha!
Boys will always be boys! :)
Im goin to watch a moviie today.
JANGAN PANDANG BELAKANG!
Scary moviie...
Hope Shima doesn't scream so loud & embarass me!
Hahaha!!
It been a long time since I went out so Im goin to treasure the moment! :)