you said move on (where do i go)

title:
date: Wednesday, May 21, 2008
time:2:51 AM

hey.
have been having some bad days the past few days.
someting normal for me i guess.
my grandma has been in my house for about 3 days already.
brought her down to J8 yesterday.
she has never been to j8 before.
she had fun.

i guess my tuition thingy wont be for long.
the girl totally slacked for her exams.
and failed 3 of her major exams.
for about one month she had no tuition, she totally forgot watever i taught her.
she doesn't seem to be interested.
i got so frustrated that day cause of her attitude.
i tried everything.
i tried teaching her in the way i wanted my teachers to teach me but it didnt last long.
so close to giving up.

title:
date: Friday, May 16, 2008
time:4:01 AM

heys.
you cant imagine wat i went thru just now.
had trouble getting up today.
had to follow my mom to the market.
i think she kind's of like it when i'm wif her.
its kind of a mother/daugther bonding tingy.
but anyway, went to the market.
met the fish uncle. he stays in my blk so my mom knows him really well.
talked for a while then went to the daging uncle.
this kind of uncle's are deadly.

as he was cutting a huge chunk of meat.
a small piece of the meat's bone flew towards me at a fast speed that i panicked for a while.
its not always u get a flying piece of meat bone, coming towards u at high speeds.
well..
that was all but...
since we were really tired...
my mom and i decided to take the train back home.
so we walked to the mrt station but before that stopped by ntuc to buy chilli kering and other stuff wif $1.75.
that was all the money my mom had on her.
my mom went into the mrt station, tapped in but then i could'nt get thru.
it kept on turing red but it just wont let me thru.

went to the counter to ask for help then the lady said that my ez link has expired.
i was so pissed.
i couldn't use the card anymore.
the card had totally shut down on me and there was no way for me to get home.
i didn't bring any money and my mom had only $0.05 left.
it was turning into a bad day already.
in the end...
my mom came out of the mrt station and decided to walk home instead.
had a long walk back home but before that went to my father's workplace to deliver his lunch.
lucky irfan didn't come today. or not he had to walk wif us as well.
so right now ppl...
i have no ez link card.
have to wait till school starts before getting a new one.

yesterday night...
stayed up till 2am.
just talking to u know who.
it felt really nice to have a long conversation wif him after such a long time.
i knew he was tired but he stayed up just to talk to me.
we have been really busy the past few days till we had a fight.
but we still manage to figure something out.
i really want him to do well...(not only him but also my friends)
it was really nice.
really miss the ways he makes me laugh everytime.
the only way to my heart is .... LAUGHTER!!! HAHAHAHHA! :)

title:
date: Thursday, May 08, 2008
time:6:06 AM

hey.
this past few days has been complicating.
i have had my fair share of ups and downs.
as everyone know that i didnt have a school yet.
but on monday...
i went for an interview in bishan ite for the accounting course.
they were impressed with my cca profile and told me that they will get back to me ...
there was only one seat left but 3 people.

on tuesday at about 8.30am.
i received a call telling me that i was accepted.
i was an ite student.
i went down, without a uniform and started my classes wif my new classmates.
they were really nice and i made really good friends.
they were so different from the other ite students.
i spent the whole day and bought my uniform.
class was ok but boring.

wednesday...
we had to go to shima's school for a talk.
too bad didn't really see shima.
wanted to but could not find her at all.
went out the girls for lunch and attended pe.
it was not fun at all.
the teacher was so boring.
after school went to amrit's house to rest then went back for netball training.
it felt good to play again.
i wanted to impress the coach and i did.
i was so happy.

went home late yesterday.
i only finished training at about 8.30pm
went home with an injury and bleeding toe.
but i didnt expect to receive the letter from NAFA.
I was accepted into nafa for the diploma in visual comm...
i was confused.
i was so used to ite but i also wanted to try something different.
but in the end..
i made up my mind and took the course that would benefit me.
i'm going for the NAFA.

couldn't sleep yesterday.
just trying to think about my move.
whether it was a good or stupid move.
just making sure that i wasn't making a stupid move.
well...
i hope so :)

title:
date: Friday, May 02, 2008
time:4:54 AM

hey.
how's everyone doing?
i'm ok but not going thru good things at the moment.
i just got the results for the ITE posting and i didn't get it.
well...
guess i have to lay the rest of my future on the NAFA results.
still have to think of other options now.

have not been feelinf very well.
my left eye is swelling up every night.
i think i'm allergic to something but dont know wat.
i really miss the girls.