you said move on (where do i go)

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date: Saturday, March 31, 2007
time:5:45 PM

Happy Belated Birthday Diana! :)

Today is so FUN!

Having lunch with all of my friends is just so fun!

I hope we will do more of this lunch in near future.

Spenting time with him.

That is all i asked for in life.

We took lots of photos.

Maybe I'll update the photos when I'm free, ok?

Bye.

I love you.

All I need is you.

No one compares to you. :)

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date: Friday, March 23, 2007
time:7:38 PM

Today is the last day I will ever be considered as a netball gal.

Not even the captain anymore.

I have finally step down for the rest of my life.

Its time for the juniors to settle their own game and the team.

Had our last game that we lost but the important thing is that we had FUN!

We showed everyone that the netball girls are not a bunch of bimboo's!

We are serious in whatever we do and we achieve things with pride!

I am so proud of the girls and I will never forget the Girls!

I LOVE YOU SENIOR NETBALL GIRLS!

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date: Wednesday, March 21, 2007
time:7:40 PM

21st of March is the most funniest day ever.

Laughed more than I could ever laughed for the whole year.

But the most funniest moment was when we had to listen to a song written by some indian guys.

"Pati Mathu...." I think that is the title of the song.

Dee & Amrit was singing as if they were auditioning for Singapore Idol or something.

So semangat!! :) Muaakakakakaka!

Nothing I do is right to you.

I was never your fav anyway.

So why should i care?

Mayb its bcos I have your blood flowing in my veins.

Mayb its bcos I love you.

Mayb its bcos I want to feel appreciated by you.

Mayb I am just trying to bluff myself.

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date: Sunday, March 18, 2007
time:5:59 PM

Its the last day of the holidays.

Staring from tomorrow, things gets serious.

I am going all out with my studies.

Nothing can separate me and my books..

Its time to think of my future.

Have to proof to my dad that I can do it even without his help.

Anyway, I went shopping yesterday with my mom and bros.

Actually, i was suppose to go with my mom but the bros were so bored that i decide to bring them too.

Went to Far East.

Went round and round but found nothing interesting.

I only bought this really cute top from RED(the shop name).

It's like a Japanese Kimono.

Really cute.

Then we went to Topshop and got for myself this really cute top.

Both tops cost me $65.

Just in one day, I almost finish my birthday money already.

Really short of cash the past few days.

My best friend's birthday is coming soon & I'm getting her something special.

I have too.

Its the last year I will be with her.

I can't afford to just forget about it right?

Still got so many people's birthday coming up..

Hais.

KCP HERE I COME! :)

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date: Friday, March 16, 2007
time:3:05 PM

AMRIT.

Sorry for everything!

Why is it so hard for us to be happy?

We try so hard to stay happy and not fight.

But it can't happen?

Why?

Sometimes i feel like I'm to be blamed for all the pain.

Sometimes i wonder why you are with me?

Are you really happy?

So what is it?

Only you know the answer.

I observe all my friends relationship and I get jealous.

They are so happy.

Going out together every weekend.

Talking on the phone.

But not us!

Friends.

Sorry Diana&Shima&Titi!

I know it's hard to get me out of the house.

Sometimes i know you get fed up.

I don blame you guys.

You can be angry with me cause I deserve it.

But it's complicated.

I keep telling myself that one day, my dad will let me go but I guess i'm wrong!
So...

If you guys have any plans, outings or activities?

Just don't tell me about it!

It's easier for me, you guys and also my DAD!

He does not have to worry about me going out or not.

It hurts but it keeps everyone happy but not me.

Thanks.

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date: Sunday, March 11, 2007
time:11:55 AM

Sunday...

This is the worst day of the entire week.

I can't stay home and rest.

I have to go for religious classes.

Just not in the mood.

Really miss my bf.

His just stuck in my head.

Hope i'm stuck in his head tooo.

Hahaha!

I can't wait to see my friends.

I can bet..

There will be so many things to talk about later.

All the sharing we will be doing!

Here i came girls! :)

I love you so much!

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date: Saturday, March 10, 2007
time:10:33 AM

You have no right to scold me like that!

You think I dont want to do well.

I know what i'm suppose to do!

I don't need you to come and remind me!

I'm not like your SON!

If you have a prob with me using the phone for too long, too bad!

Why didn't you buy me the hp when i asked for one??

Huh??

It always comes back to you dad!

You never think!

You never listen!

You never care!

I just wish i could show your attitude to my friends then maybe they will understand!

I really wish!

For the first time in my life, I was so CLOSE to running away!

You told me to buy food right!

I wasn't going to buy food actually...

I was so close to running!

Running fast and running away far far away from you!

I don't care where i go!

As long as i don't see you!

Maybe to grandma house...

Maybe to Amrit!

Who cares!

This is the first time, I cried to Toa Payoh!

Thanks man!

I love you dad!

That is why i came back home!

I just don't want to see mom so sad!

That is why!!!!

I love you babe!

I love you so much! :)

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date: Monday, March 05, 2007
time:3:18 PM

Today is the most sucky's day ever. Almost all the teachers are having PMS or something.

That does not mean they have the right to scold us even though we did not do anything.

HELLO!!!

The whole school is going crazy.

The whole school was moody.

Even me!

The first public caning happened today.

Quite scary but those guys don't seem to take it seriously.

So what is the use caning them if they don't learn from it.

They deserve more then just a caning.

What am I talking about?

My own boyfriend is not that good either.

His about the same but at least his not as stupid as those guys!

Please guys!

If you want to do stupid things like smoking...

Please don't do it when your in school uniform

or even 100 metres from school!!

Start using your BRAINS PLEASE!

Don't hurt all those close to you!

As for the teachers!

Please stop showing off that your in control.

We respect you as a teacher but don't go over board!

I don't mind saying everything to you if i was not wearing the BADGE!

But for the sake of the SC, i CONTROL!

It will never be over!

I loved you as a teacher but you showed me your true colours!

Don't expect me, my friends or even your NETBALL team to love you anymore!

It was just a big mistake for you to be in my life!

So for now,

You are nothing but a PE teacher to me!

I really thank you for everything you have done for me.

I really do!

But NOW, you don't deserve students like us!

Go and find someone else to pamper!

We don't need you!

I have better things to do!

Like passing my O's and getting out of your FACE!

arghhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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date: Saturday, March 03, 2007
time:5:52 PM

Saturday is just like the other Saturday's I have had for the past 17 years.

Nothing to do.

No where to go.

No one to see.

What to do.

But...

Amrit & Ah Tank made my day.

I went down stairs to go kedai.

With my adik, yusoff.

Then we heard a lion dance nearby.

My adik was so excited cos he wanted to see.

But from far i could recognise Ah Tank's red cap.

Hahahaha.

Soon after..

Amrit appeared with the lion costume on him.

Hahahahaha!

It was hilarous.

Where ever we went we saw them.

I went to buy bubble tea, saw them too.

Hahahaha!

Dee, You should have been there.

You would have laughed your lungs out too.

Hahahahaha.

What a day!!

Daddy,

I've always followed all the rules

Done just what I'm supposed to

Now I'm going to
Stick the key in the ignition and light it up

Have a taste of what it's like to be old enough

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date: Friday, March 02, 2007
time:7:08 PM

Daddy daddy daddy...

What can i say about you?

You never seem to understand.

It's funny sometimes,

the way u treat me.

The way you talk to me about issues.

It just doesn't seem the same like the rest.

I feel sick sometimes because i know i can never get things my way.

So why bother asking right?

Hais.

Sometimes i wish my friends would just don't ask me anything to do with hanging out wif them..

You want to know why...

Cause..

I WILL GET TO GO!

So why be a teen right?

Please daddy..

Think first before you say anything to anyone.

Don't come home and throw your anger at me.

Cause i don't deserve it.

You think you are the only one that is stressed.

THINK AGAIN!

I have my exams in a few more months & i'm not even ready.

My future is in my hands daddy.

So Stop bothering me!

I love you daddy

BUT..

Not when you do those things to me!