you said move on (where do i go)

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date: Saturday, July 23, 2005
time:6:00 PM

* Message to Aboo..

I am goin to New Zealand, no matter wat..
I cant take it animore..
I don care wat u say..
U thinks tt i can do all the things tt U wan me tooo..
U still does not understand my life..
I can neve go out late like my fwens and i cant be there wif u always..
I tried but sometimes things don go the way u wan it too..
I knw u have tried everything to keep urself busy from missing me but u have to try harder..
I tried to be there for you but i jus cant..
My father is always a step ahead from us and i am scared tt he will find out soon..
Do u wan something to happen to our relationship???
If something happens then all the times we had togather will juz be a memory..
I don think so u wan it to be like tt...

title:
date: Saturday, July 16, 2005
time:6:12 PM

Aloha!

I don where my Darling is and i don knw wat to do..

My friends are out having fun but i am stuck at home AGAIN!

But at least i had a good time yesterday at Bugis..

I went out wif my family to Bugis for a family birthday outing!

We ate at Fish&Co..

The food are amazing and i mean AMAZING!

I got hooked to it and i can still taste it..

The Fish&Chips are amazing..

I tell you, the food there can make u crazy of fishes!

haha!

The Kola Tonic is an awesome drink!

It makes u get hooked to it and makes u ask for more!

Wat a greedy gerl i was!

It was a free flow of drinks so i could top up anytime without paying!

Wat a day!

After tt, i felt like a drunk gerrl..

Don forget abt the desert!!

I had a home made Ice Cream Supele!

It had almost all the different flavours and the whole family could share one serving!

My dad kept on eating the vanila and peppermint and he actualli finished it..

He left nothing at all for me!

How could he!

But it was nice of him to PAY the whole bill!

The whole meal cost $150.50

He did not complain abit bcox usually he nags and nags abt how expensive food are nowadays!

And he can go on and on till someone asks him an other question!

You guys should realli put Fish&Co at the top of ur food chain!

It will make u crazy and u will get hooked after one bite!

You guys will thank me after u have tried it!

haha!

This is definitely one of the places where i will bring Aboo for some nice food!

But aboo, u will have to pay la!

Nothing comes for free u knw!

haha!

I knw!

Mayb for Shima's birthday..

We could go there for a feast..

Wat do u say, Shima!

But you guys have to start saving up la!

haha!

I miss u guys and also my "baby"..

OooOpss..

I forgot to tell him abt the New Zealand thingy!

He will be so mad after he gets to knw abt it..

Hope he understands.. :)

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date: Friday, July 15, 2005
time:3:07 PM

Hello!!

I am back after such a long break from my blog..

I have so many things to write but i don knw where to begin!

Today my Amazing Race Team receive our award from the Principal..

All our fwens were cheering us on..

It felt so good!

Cant wait to do it again!

My Friends are still the same but sometimes we do hav our ups and downs..

Most of em are Love Sick and they don knw wat to do!

I realli pity them..

My life is still the same wif my Bro terence by my side and my "baby"..

My so called family is not perfect but they are able to comfort me in different ways!

I onli wan my fwens to be happy and not cry in school..

I knw u guys are sad but pls don cry!

Kasmi.. If HE does not appreciate u for who u are then don waste ur time and tears for him!

Y do u have to cry for him and then feel miserable after tt..

I realli care abt yeah and i don wan to see u cry again!

I love u guys too much..

I have neve loved my fwens so much like how i am now!

*Bro terence is always there for me.. make me smile and laugh.. a good listener and neve lets me down!

*Kasmi,Shima,Diana and the Rest is always there to comfort me..

they are always there and they neve leave me alone!

*My BABY is always there to hug me and tell me good things abt me! even though i am the second most important thing in his life! hahahaha!

I love u baby! :)

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date: Monday, July 04, 2005
time:6:36 PM

Hey guys!
I am actualli very lazy to update my blog bcox i am so sleepy..
Today is a nice day to have a nap and i did tt!!
But today is boring also la
I did not realli msg him today bcox my batt is flat and anyway he is out playing pool wif fwens
He must be having so much fun rite..
He actualli ask me to follow him to tis concert near his hse 2 days ago but i could not go...
He went out wif his bishan fwens instead..
haha!!
So jealous bcox he get to see taufik!
I realli MISS* him so much!
Well, i don have to miss him so much bcox skool starts tml so i get to see him tml..
My life is okiie but i still hate it...
Wish i cld run away from it!
I feel like giving up my life!!
Studies is okiie but sometimes abit stressful!
I got an offer to go to NEW ZEALAND for a leadership courses and it costs me $2500
The skool will pay $500 but i have to pay the rest!
My dad say he will sponser the money onli if i do well it my studies..
I get to go to NEW ZEALAND!
How also don wan!! :)
Who wan to follow me??
Dream on man!! :)))