you said move on (where do i go)

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date: Friday, January 27, 2006
time:5:54 PM

I miss them all so much! :)

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time:5:38 PM

A father is someone we look up to & a person tt is in-charge of the whole family.. Someone tt we respect and someone we LOVE so much.. But not me! Honestly, this whole month is the worst month ever.. I have neve hated my dad this much before..
He is always making fuss abt the smallest things and i cant take it!
Why does he do this to me?
He neve lets me explain things and he is always bringing back the past..
I knw i have done alot of stupid things in the past and i did them w/o thinking but tt does not mean tt i still do them..
Why?
Is it so hard to trust me this days?
What is it tt u worry abt?
I have told u tt i don wan anything for my b'day and i don expect anything on the 8th Feb..
If u wan to give me money then jus put it in my savings..
My father has always been the BIG man and the BEST man but i guess things has changed!
I cant even look in the mirror anymore..
Everytime i look in it, i see his face, his blood!
I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!
My b'day for this year will be quiet and peaceful!
THE WORST YEAR EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(

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time:5:20 PM

School was totally bloody boring and it is all bcox of Ms Yap.. She is so ignorant.. She is has no other thing to do then disturb me in class.. She is always questioning me abt "alkalene and alkalane"... I don even knw wat the bloody hell tt is.. I think it is something to do wif chemistry.. She has this distrubing look on her face when she is angry & tt face is irritating.. I am not trying to be rude but she jus doesn't knw how to teach chemistry.. And i cant afford to fail chemistry this year and i am not planning too either.. PLS MS YAP, DON DO THIS TO ME! Okiie now tt is off my chest, I have something else to say abt today.. After Ms Yap's period, I was feeling giddy and felt like vomitting.. I could not walk straight and i could not stand for so long.. SEE WAT U DO TO ME, Ms Yap! And the next thing i knew was tt i was in the gals toilet, bending towards the toilet bowl and disgusting things were coming out! :( It was disgusting!! I had neve felt so weak and disgusted in my whole life!.. And i hated tt feeling!.. Luckily, Diana.B & Kasmi & Shima were there.. I was not if NurDiana was there or not.. I was not thinking straight either..Even though i was feeling much better after vomitting, I still did go to the sick bay.. I neve want to go back there!!!!.. It is so boring! No one to talk too and no one there to look at.. SICK BAY SUCKS! Neve want to go back! :)

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date: Sunday, January 22, 2006
time:11:15 AM

I'M BACK AT LAST! :)

This whole week has been exhausting for me..

With still so many things to do and so many things to think about, it is kiiling me slowly..

It all started wif the visit from the China students on MONDAY..

I had to be there when they arrive to welcome them..

I have to get them sitted down and i had to talk to them too..

ME? Talk in mandarin?

It was kinda of easy in the end..

They were realli a bunch of nice students..

They were very cheerful and very talkative..

I learnt alot from them abt their culture and about their schools too..

It was really fun..

As for TUESDAY..

I had a short meeting wif Jerial abt the New Zealand presentation..

It was kinda of a weird meeting but it ended fast..

We were watching the video when i realised tt HE was actualli getting closer to me..

As in coming closer to ME!!!!

I kinda freak out but i did not show it..

After tt weird meeting..

I went for netball training but then it started RAINING!

I hate the rain this month..

It always ruin my training days..

In the end, me and renuka went to J8 to meet diana.b bcox i got to get something from her..

WEDNESDAY was the frist day of my south-zone competition..

We were all pumped up for the competition..

We all left class early and got ready as soon as possible..

All the gals were stuck in the toilet bcox they were getting their hairs ready..

We were al trying out a new look for the team and it took us abt half an hour jus to get ready..

We then boarded the bus and we were off to NUS..

While on the bus, the team was laughing and joking..

We were acting like a team as per normal..

Then it started raining..

We waited at NUS for abt 1 hour and thought tt our game was postponed.

But in the end, our game was still on..

We kinda lost by 20..

The finally score was 29-9..

But the team really made me proud..

They fought their hearts out and they neve did give up..

I SALUTE ALL OF U!!

THURSDAY..

We all went to Nanyang Poly for the open house..

It was kinda of boring at first but one of the course really caught my attention..

Industrial Design looked realli interesting and mayb i could be taking it but i am not tt confirmed..

I am still aiming for Mass Communications..

Aiyoh!

We just have to wait for my o'level which i will take next year..

FRIDAY..

Hmm...

Friday was a normal day..

I had netball training at 4pm and it was stil raining as per normal..

Netball was easy..

After training, i walked home wif my honey..

As per normal, he was talking abt his career..

So annoying sometimes..

He has everything planned for me..

Haha..

But i still Love him.. :)

*KCP WONT GIVE HENDERSON A SIMPLE GAME TOMORROW! :)

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date: Saturday, January 07, 2006
time:10:44 AM

KCP COUNCILLORS ROCK THE HOUSE YESTERDAY NITE! :)

Yesterdays nite's campfire was GREAT even though it started to rain in the middle of the whole presentations..

The councillors really showed the sec 1's wat KCP was all abt and tt even the student councillors can have fun and be crazy..

From this one whole week of being wif the sec 1's and even getting to knw em better, it made me feel like i have helped them in every way possible..

I may not be the craziest councillor but i definitely had fun wif the classes..

The sec 1's really proved me wrong after the 3rd day wif their screams and smiles..

It was so much different from the first day of orientation..

Wif their different lonely faces to their quietness, it jus made the KCP councillors work harder to get them comfortable in the skool..

Some of the gals like Leah, Debra, Siti, Jancy, Huaiying and Liyana, they have made me their frens after onli 4 days being today..

Boys like Sandeep, Khairul, Ahmad Daniel, Kassim, have noticed me for being a person in the skool then jus my brother's sister..

thank you for making me part of this wonderful experience! :)