you said move on (where do i go)

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date: Thursday, June 16, 2005
time:4:27 PM

Feeling cold and miserable is normal for me!
Life in tis hse is neve gr8 for ME*!
I have had enough wif my dad's scolding!
Being the oldest in the family means sacrifising my time for everyone..?
Wat bullshit are u toking abt!?!?
I have neve met a grumpy person like u, dad..
U are the most "perfect" person in the world rite?
Give me a break!!
I don have time for miself but u say i have been spenting time wif fwens!
Wat fwens*!!!
I have not spent time wif my fwens since skool ended!
So wat is all this bullshit abt me and my fwens??
U not happy wif my fwens then come and tell me in the face!
Why do u have to complain abt me and my fwens behind my back!
I HATE ppl who do tt!!
Beat me..
Slap me..
or
Cane me to death!
Since when u cared!
u BEAT me and leave marks and then try to apologise to me!
Next time juz kill me!
Then don even bother to apologise!
These marks and scars make me hate u more and more!
Hatred is collected in my heart and it is filling up my heart!
Plz leave me alone cox i don wan to have anithing to do wif u animore!
Don ever call me ur lil'gerl animore cox i am not!
I am 15+, dad!
I don wan to be urs animore!
I don wan ur gifts or ur love!
LEAVE ME ALONE!
I cant take it animore.. My life is bruised wif hatred!
My heart is full of hatred and I don like tt!!
I don like my life!
End it for me tt, dad!
You are good at ending things for me rite!!!
Plz do the honours!
Stab me in the back and leave me there to die!
Watch ur baby gerl go!
Watch her fade away from ur arms..

Well.. at least when i am gone.. You have one less lil'gerl to take care off rite!\

Not ur lil'gerl animore!!!