you said move on (where do i go)

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date: Tuesday, June 21, 2005
time:5:29 PM

*Happy 10th Month To My *Darling! =)

Happy 11th Month To My Darling *SHIMA!

' ' I am feeling sick! =(

I hate to be sick and it is making my body weak!

My mommy gave me medicine and i don feel tt much better since juz now!

I hate it!!

The weather today is making me sleepy!

School is goin to re-open in 5 days and i cant wait!

I cant stay home animore cox i keep on thinkin'' of things tt i thought was left behind in the past!

The past is coming back and it hurts my heart so badly!

My brain is playing games wif me and i cant control it!

The brain is telling ME* tt people hate me!

My past is haunting me again and it wont stop till i break down!

I feel helpless!

Mayb people do hate me!

My tears are turning into dust and i cant live without HIM*!

The world is still spinning and I am still living for him!

I have so much to tell you but i don knw how!

They are all stuck in my heart and i don knw how to express it!

And if u are sick of me...

Yu can juz let me go cox it is ur life tt i am ruining!

I don wan to be a burden to yu and the rest of my fwens!

Jux tell me wen it is OVER!

M'ess'age to *SHIMA! =)

Hey'gerl!

We have been best fwens ever since i could remember and yu are the best!

Don ever say tt i don care abt yu!

If u hear it from my mouth then it is TRUE!

But if i don say anithing means it is not true!

Yu were always there for me and did alot of things for me!

I realli appreciate it from the bottom of my heart!

Yu mean alot to me and so do the 3 other sistaz of ours!

LoveYea! =)