you said move on (where do i go)

title:
date: Saturday, September 24, 2005
time:6:18 PM

holla

" I ain't ever had nobody show me all the things

That you done showed me

In a special way I feel when you hold me

We gon' always be together baby

That is what you told and I believe it cuz I ain't never had

Nobody do me like you! "

( "like you" by bow wow )

isn't this lyrics jus amazing?

every gal must be dreaming for their guy to sing it to them.

well, HONESTLY

ME TOO!

but i don think tt will ever happen.

hais.

but nevemind.

but realli,

do we teenagers knw the real meaning of love?

if u ask me?

love is about being loved and loving someone back.

but is tt enough!

i don think so.

there is more to love!

hmmm...

love is about being able to love someone wif the whole heart,

too feel special and to share our pain wif someone else.

but our generation is not like tt animore!

i cant even share my probs wif my bf.

mayb i am terrified of the reaction i would get from him.

and guys!

do u ever tell ur gals anithing?

well, u tell them tt u love them but do u share things wif them?

do u ever talk abt ur probs wif us?

come on guys!

talk to ur gals!

understand them!

and provide them wif all the love in the WORLD!

peace out!

title:
date: Tuesday, September 20, 2005
time:4:45 PM

holla!

my life is almost complete wif my so called extended families.

but there one of my "bodoh" bro tt always makes me happy.

he always knw how to make me laugh.

but he always bully me.

mayb tt is the way he shows tt he care.

we are the "bodoh" family.

today, he came back to skool after being away for 2 days.

he bully me while walking home and he always treathen me.

he say i bodoh!

HOW DARE YOU!

nowadays he will not be in skool and i will miss him.

but i neve tell him la!

or not my "bodoh" bro will TERASA!

Muaahahahahahah!

i scared to tell my big brother tt i SAYANG HIM!

i knw he will bully me even if i tell him tt.

so i beta not say anithing.

but u knw wat BRO!

YOU ARE STILL THE BEST!

but don always bully me la!

i so INNOCENT!

SAYANG MY "BODOH" BRO TERENCE!!!

MISS YEA!

TAKE CARE!

ALL THE BEST FOR UR PRELIMS!

STUDY HARD!

BE A GOOD EXAMPLE AND A GOOD BRO!

MUST TAKE OF ME!

HAHAHA! :)

peace out!

title:
date: Saturday, September 17, 2005
time:6:06 PM

holla!

do gals like me always get treated like slaves?

hmm..

i have been thinking, y do boys get all the freedom in the world but not the gals?

fathers out there..

Is it realli hard to trust ur daughters?

come on!

y do fathers all over the world think the same?

we gals are all the same

We are humans too.

the onli diff is tt we have more ASSETS.

so wat!

tt does not mean, u have to keep us at home like animals stuck in cages.

do we look like animals?

i realli don understand guys nowadays.

they think tt watever they have now will always be theirs.

dads.

do u think u will always have ur daughters wif u till u die.

they have to leave u someday.

so y cant u let them go out for even an hour?

is it tt hard?

not all gals are like those found in orchard?

fathers scared gals do things like smoking and fcuking?

TRUST THEM!

If u love them, then u will trust them wif ur full heart.

some of us try to gain back ur trust but u still don trust us.

come on!

chill!

and gals!

if ur dads let u out of ur hse.

spent the time wisely.

don do stupid things man

ur old folks trust u wif their whole heart.

think abt the other gals like me, who cant even step out of the hse for more the a minute.

peace out!

title:
date: Friday, September 16, 2005
time:7:40 PM

holla!

I am back..

for all the people that have been asking me to update, i am realli sorry!

I have been realli lazy nowadays!

But don worry!

I am back for real now!

Nothing is wrong wif life now..

Realli stressed up wif studies..

Realli hoped tt i can pass my exams..

REALLI HOPE SO!

If not how to go New Zealand.

But now my attitude towards my leadership seems different.

I have not doing my duties.

I feel guilty.

SO GUILTY!

I don think i am suitable to be a leader now.

HOW?

I don knw la!

Everything seems so different now!

Now..

I am goin to be more open and truthful

So people if i start to scream and shout..

Don be so shock and think tt i have changed.

I jus cant stand it when ppl walk all over my head juz bcox i am a patient person.

Watch out!

My first victims would be my classmates.

Lets see who will be the last one laughing after this?

peace out!