the muti-talented girl whose life revolves around her friends and family, good food, great talks, creative works, booty-shaking music and funky dance moves - I have a life, and lives it to the fullest."
title: AMRIT. Sorry for everything! Why is it so hard for us to be happy? We try so hard to stay happy and not fight. But it can't happen? Why? Sometimes i feel like I'm to be blamed for all the pain. Sometimes i wonder why you are with me? Are you really happy? So what is it? Only you know the answer. I observe all my friends relationship and I get jealous. They are so happy. Going out together every weekend. Talking on the phone. But not us! Friends. Sorry Diana&Shima&Titi! I know it's hard to get me out of the house. Sometimes i know you get fed up. I don blame you guys. You can be angry with me cause I deserve it. But it's complicated. I keep telling myself that one day, my dad will let me go but I guess i'm wrong! So... If you guys have any plans, outings or activities? Just don't tell me about it! It's easier for me, you guys and also my DAD! He does not have to worry about me going out or not. It hurts but it keeps everyone happy but not me. Thanks. |