you said move on (where do i go)

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date: Wednesday, August 20, 2008
time:8:49 PM

Have you ever woken up from your sleep and cry the night away?

Not because your scared of your nightmares but because of life.

Does life scare you the same way as it does for me.

I don't know what is happening to me but i assume its stress. I cant sleep nor go to the rest room,

without

thinking about my life.

I hate this feeling but i cant help but feel this way.

I cant even find time to pamper myself nor to just laugh.

I have so many things on my mind that it affects the person that i am.

I think i shouldn't blame my school work but myself.

I dont seem to be able to manage things properly.

I guess that is my weakness but life has to go on.

'Life is not complete without struggles, neither is it complete without love'

While typing all this sensitive stuff, I just remembered about my anniversary.

Its this Friday 22thAUGUST08

I cant believe that time fly's by so fast.

I'm happy (OF COURSE)

But the future scares me now.

I cant control the future.

Going this far is such a risk but i'm willing to take this risk with him.

Have you ever loved someone so much that it kills you to hurt him/

her?

If you have then you would know what i mean.

No matter how much i hate him sometimes, his still the one that i want to live and

die with.

We fight often now but isnt it part of being in a relationship.

I love him and no one can stop me.

OHMYGOD!

This post is so touchy!

HAHAHAHA!

Anyway...

Happy Anniversary In Advance DEE&AHTANK!