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title:
date: Tuesday, September 16, 2008
time:10:31 PM
i need to get my
mind away from
my problems.


i've had a bad week and its not getting better. i have friendship issues and assignments burning in my mind. my heart is filled very disgust and frustration as i continue to live this way. nothing is as it was and it makes me insane. i thought i had everything but everything is not what i have hoped for. its as if i'm going back into the past. my heart is in fire, filled with anger. no one knows exactly how i feel, not even my 'bestfriend'.


i was suppose to go to st john's island today with a few of my classmates witha short vacation but there wasn't anything interesting there anyway. anyway, my photography lecturer was going along and i'm not interested in spending a whole 3 days with her anyway.


stayed home the whole day and it feels good. its nice to be able to spent time with irfan and my mom. my mom still has not started on her kuih and i have this feeling that it will never happen. kesian all my friends who come over during hari raya. oh ya, did u guys know that i'm 'CHARLIE'. i was apparently re-named by my girlfriends yesterday as i was talking to them thr loudspeaker. its cute but why do i have to be charlie. his no fun. no one has seen him before. the only good thing is that he/she has a good/sexy voice. hahahahha.


miss my bf today. miss him ALOT! have not had a proper conversation with him for a long time. i know his busy with his work but i just miss him.


i don know if this is a game to you cause its not funny.
u made us promise to on the date and time.
we wanted to spent time together but that was not your point.
then wat was your point?
you didn't meet us cause you thought spending time with ahtank was a better choice.
well...
its not.
we're not saying its a bad thing but cant you just think about us.
i have always been there for you without fail.
done things for you that not even my bf know.
i never once complained cause that was what bestfriends do.
but i don think you would do that for me?

i'll say this only once so pay attention.
i don know if you learnt from the last fight but i think your trying to test this friendship.
all i can say is...
i don care what you were trying or thinking about that day.
all i can say is...
i cant promise you anything anymore.
my heart just wont let me anymore.
its a good month and i'm not going to fight.
as for hari raya..
its going to happen, no matter what.
that is the only time we spent time together.
&
your going to plan it again.
if you disagree than please tell me.
don just hide behind your privatized blog pretend your not there.