you said move on (where do i go)

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date: Wednesday, September 24, 2008
time:7:27 PM

let me catch my breathe before you steal it again.

i was up till 4am yesterday just trying to complete my work. my photography montage was a disaster but in the end she loved it. so... it paid off. my mood swings are getting worst as i think about those times. trying not to vent it on the wrong people but somehow i still do. cant help it but i'm trying to improve.

since my one week is over, i have plenty of work to do and its getting tougher as the days go by. my ISP (integrated studio projects) are starting in a few weeks time, and that is the crucial point of my first year. hahaha. everyday seems a crucial point but nevermind.

hari raya is coming soon and my family has not gone to geylang at all. we don't have our baju kurung nor shoes. this year seems so different. it won't feel that special i guess. holiday is only for one day and its pathetic. hari raya is not going to be the same anymore.

i don't know if you will read this but i have this gut feeling you will.

i don't know what has gone into you but i'm starting to believe what people say

about you is true.

it took me this long to realise that something is wrong with this friendship.

i guess its just me..

i don't seem to be able to keep a 'bestfriend' forever.

i guess all i can say is..

all the best to you and wish you all the luck.