you said move on (where do i go)

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date: Thursday, October 30, 2008
time:5:54 PM

integrated studio projects.

this past 2 weeks, i have been thinking about my ISP that was due next week. nothing seems to be completed nor seems to be in the right place. i hate the feeling of not being able to complete things that i have planned for so long and its hard. i always have things ready early but i don't seem to be able to finish it on time. ARGH!

i was pissed today at gisela (photography lecturer). i know she wants people/students to respect her but you don't seem to respect them back. respect their religion and race. so what if they come from another country or look different, or even behave differently, but they are still human. you want respect but you have no respect for this kind of people. i kept quiet but i think its stupid for me to just watch this all happen infront of me.

i may belong to this race and that means, you disrespect them, you disrespect me. my mom asked me why i didnt do anything cause by allowing them to do this, will just make them continue their disgusting attitude. and she's RIGHT! so what if indians have a certain way of reacting to the other races. we are different.

everyone is different. everyone is unique in their own ways. i am half indian but that still makes me indian. don mess with INDIANS.

lets see if she decides to be funny again tmr. i will, i swear, give her a piece of my mind which i have kept aside for her a long time since the first day we met. no one has the right to continue to disturb this people. gisela, i dare you to do it again!

as you can see, my life is full of dramas. dramas that makes me a better person and makes me realise the kind of person i really am. i may not be the smartest nor the most funniest, but i tend to learn from my mistakes fast. people like gisela seem to think that the world is all hers to rule. she is wrong! its a one complete world and everyone is important.

i love my life now, no matter how tiring nor painful it is sometimes. it fulfills my life and i won't change it for anything else.

yesterday i went for a dinner date with shima and waty. it was great. had fun but shima kept on merajuking. but nvm. i still love her. hahaha. she took the most pictures and she was the one that was bullied the most. its shows how much we love her. hahaha. i know shima will say whatever or wth or wtf or i love sham only. but we still love her.

i hope waty enjoyed herself. i love your hair color waty! :)