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title:
date: Wednesday, October 22, 2008
time:9:35 PM
SOMETHING IS MISSING IN MY LIFE.


The past few days has made me feel like a totally different person. I don't feel right and I don't feel like I'm in place at all. I'm missing too much of the things that are happening right infront of my eyes. I have a gut feeling that something is going to happen and the feeling doesn't seem to vanish. I think I need help. Serious help. I have never felt so insecure in my entire life. I feel like things are just going to fall apart, one by one. I hide this fear so well, that not even my own boyfriend knows about it. I have to stop this. It ruining my life, my concentrate and my strength to go on. I can't describe the fear but I feel everyday.


anyway...


SCHOOL WAS AWESOME! I had a blast. My classmates are the coolest people you would ever want to meet. Open minded, corrupted thoughts and happy-go-lucky attitude. They are the people that keeps me going. My whole class has a huge craving for the cookies sold at SEVEN ELEVEN. They say it tastes like Subway's cookies. (how would i know if its true right?) But we are all crazy about it. We can't come to class without a packet of it. And the cookies usually doesn't last any longer then half an hour. We share and make EVERYONE plump! HAHAHAHA!


I have plenty of pictures to upload but I don't have the complete set yet. So you guys have to wait, k? I promise the next few pictures will be cool cause I took them in my secondary school that day, when I was helping out with the STUDENT COUNCIL CAMP. We took a jump shot and it was AWESOME!  Can't wait to show you guys how lame I can be sometimes.


HAPPY 4YEARS 2MONTH ANNIVERSARY TO MY AMRITDAVE :)


I know that this year has been the hardest year for us but nothing seems to stop us.
Honestly, I never thought that we would last this far but look at us now!
You have never fail to prove me every single day that you still love me.
&
I love you for that.
Always reminding me that I'm never alone.
&
For that, I would like to thankYOU.


i love yoooouuu amrit.
forever and ever babe.