you said move on, where do i go?


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title:
date: Sunday, November 09, 2008
time:11:04 PM
finally i know.


i was stupid and over-confident. planning too far ahead. i fell flat on my face today. without anyone noticing, i was picking myself up slowly and painfully. i just don't learn from my mistakes. i think i can do it but cant. i just can't. my life depends on this but i don't feel safe at all. 


i keep telling myself that things are going to be fine but they are not. no one knows what i go through. no one knows how hard i fell. and how hard it is to pick myself up again. no one knows. i depend on too much people to cheer me on and not my dreams. have you ever done something cause people think you can do it but not you? well, i have. i'm doing it now. 


how can i leave this house with a smile, while knowing i'm living a lie?