you said move on (where do i go)

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date: Thursday, November 20, 2008
time:9:18 PM

happy anni to me&amrit.

(22/11/08)

happy anni dee&ahtank.

(21/11/08)

happy anni to shima&sham.

(20/11/08)

It feels impossible to find.

Find someone that you could relate to.

Nothing makes sense since the last incident and nothing will.

I held my head high, just nice to see the glaring sun.

People were staring.

Staring at me.

I had that feeling again. The feeling of fear.

I continued to walk to school when something on the ground caught my attention.

Its was glaring in my eyes.

It looked like a chain. An old chain.

I slowly bent over to pick it up.

It felt empty but it wasn't.

The chain contained a picture.

Picture of a women.

She was beautiful. Flawless skin. Red lips. Pitch black hair.

She looked perfect but something in her eyes, gave me a weird reaction.

PART 2

Boring.

had nothing to do again. bored as per normal. did nothing much. celebrated my brother's birthday, YUSOFF. he turned 8 today. did for him a birthday card and left it on his side table for him to see when he wakes up. couldn't afford anything else, broke. so for all those, who's birthday is coming soon. sorry hor!

for my dear friends, dee and shima. who are celebrating their anni today and tmr. i wanna tell u guys that i'm really proud of you guys for going this far. your guys are very lucky to have girls like you in their lives. they better cherish it. ;)