you said move on (where do i go)

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date: Thursday, January 01, 2009
time:11:28 PM

HAPPY 2009!

2008 was one hell of a year. from a new school to new classmates, growing a year older and getting my license. so many memories. but something tells me that 2009 is going to be a good year for me. hope its true.

left 2008 with a bad note though. my dad said i was too pampered, inconsiderate and selfish. i was called those things in the train, on the way back from grandmother's house, in front of foreign workers making their way to marina bay. the thing that really hit me hard was when he said i was pampered. i don't remember coming to him, asking him for money to buy things. i don remember me begging him for anything. most of the things i needed were from my own earning. my own money. though i don't work, i have savings.

inconsiderate. he says things without any reason. he says it for funny cause it rhymes with the other useless words that came of his mouth. its not that i don't respect him, u know. but its hard for me to understand, respect and take him seriously if the things he say don't correspond with who i really am.

anyway, that was the past and the future is right in my face. its see what are the upcoming things that i look forward for.

19th birthday.

parents 20th wedding anniversary.

meeting my classmates for a new semester of disaster and drama.

1st school year end.

celebrating all my peeps birthday.

my 5th year anni. ;)

hari raya puasa/haji.

it doesn't look like a lot of things to look forward too but there are those moments in between that are the best.

to all my peeps. a new year but old friendship. happy new year and miss u peeps.

to ahtank&nadia. happy birthday!

to family members. hmmmm.

to amrit. one more year with you is the best thing any girl would ever ask for. love you. don't forget to take your medicine.