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title:
date: Monday, January 19, 2009
time:9:01 PM
I love you to death Amrit. I would do anything for you. Anything to make you happy, smile or even laugh. I would make myself look like a fool to make you giggle and much much more. This past few days, I can never talk to you without having this feeling that your just not there with me. Your either to tired or too busy with work. I can't talk to you cause I don't feel that your trying hard enough to be there for me. I know your tired but what about me?


I want someone who is able to still be eager for a conversation after a day of hard work or someone that had things to say, ask or tell. I need that from you. We hardly meet and that is the only thing I get from you every night. Knowing that your fine and having a fine or bad day makes me feel included in your life. I have problems too. I'm tired too. But somehow I pick up the leftover energy in me to talk to you with enthuasism. Can't I get that from you too?


I missed alot this past few days but this doesn't make things any better cause you don't seem to get the point. You called me, self-centered because I didn't care about you being tired, but who in the hell was the one that supported you with your work from the beginning. Who was there to tell you that things will be fine. WHO? You asked me just now, why should I call/msg you when I knew you were tired. I care amrit. i care deeply but you don't seem to get that.


You don't want me to care then pls tell me. It saves me the energy and mind power for the better things I have to do. Maybe that seems wrong but you make it think that way. I made the decision to not do anything anymore. When you need me then you find me. I don't have to check on you so often cause I know you'll be fine, your a big boy right?


When you need me for anything then you find me k? If not then just keep yourself with work and sleep cause that seems to be an important part of your life now. If after reading this and you decide to use my words against me then fine. Do whatever you think is best for you cause that keeps you happy.