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date: Monday, January 19, 2009
time:9:00 AM
Stayed home to complete my assignments that doesn't seem to end. Nothing better to do anyway. If i were to do anything else, then i will just ruin my whole day. Nothing is the way it was, more quarrels, more frustration. i have a hard time trying to make things work for me and him but nothing is falling in place. we both have different schedules, different life's and different views, and that makes it difficult.


is it wrong to look forward to a conversation after a long day of school and assignments? NOPE.
is it wrong to have nothing to say?
NOPE.
is it hard for someone to put in the effort?
NOPE.


there is another 4 days to my 4years 5month anniversary that for the first time, i'm not looking forward to it. it was a big deal for me, to know that we have been there for each other for this long, helped and loved each other and making sure that we are both happy. but now its just another day. HONESTLY. i hate the feeling i have inside of me but it can't be thrown away. i still do love him dearly but nothing is the same no more.