you said move on (where do i go)

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date: Saturday, February 21, 2009
time:2:52 PM

I am convinced that i've changed. Change for the good or bad is for people to judge me, but all i know is that i've changed. Spent my whole day with him yesterday trying to figure things out, but we didnt even speak. We looked into each others eyes and hoped that we wouldn't cry infront of each other.

People do change. Its not for us to decide how they change but its for us to change together with them, to make things seem right between them. I can't change the past but i can make sure the future is right. I'm convinced that AMRIT is the ONE. The one is spend the rest of my life with. I know and confident. I don't need expensive gifts from him to make me happy. We don't need to meet always to have a connection. All we need is to know that whatever happens, i will always be thinking of you.

Anyway, happy 15months for shima&sham. (i hope i got it right?) Happy 2nd year to dee&ahtank. Happy Anniversary to me&amrit. (i seriously forgot how long we are together!) HAHAHA.

Amrit.
Isn't it fun knowing that every month we celebrate our anni, we move one step closer to spending the rest
of our lifes together.
We were just like Dee&Ahtank & Shima&Sham.
And now we're here.
No matter how angry i was at you, thinking of you was what i was doing.
Love you syg!