
People always tell me, "Aisyah, we are so jealous of the two of you. You guys have been together for so long. So much love. You guys hardly fight." Somehow i don't feel so special no more. How could someone you love, tell you to go if you hate his attitude. I have been there even before you changed and all you could say was to go. You make it sound as if its all over. I ask you what is wrong with you and all you could say is 'nothing'. Then why put each other through such misery. Whenever i explain something, you act dumb. When i ask you to think, you say your dumb that is why your in ITE, and im taking a DIPLOMA. WTF! What does that got to do with anything? Maybe you forgot, i was an ITE student for 2 days too.
You make me feel like its a battle lost. You make things feel so numb. You want me to go, please tell me directly. Dont beat around the bush, cause when im gone, i won't come back syg. So please think through it. I don't want to make a mistake and regret it later on in life.