the muti-talented girl whose life revolves around her friends and family, good food, great talks, creative works, booty-shaking music and funky dance moves - I have a life, and lives it to the fullest."
title: I never meant to start a war. By still hanging on with you, I'm being selfish. I never thought we would be going through this, but i was wrong. For me to still keep you with me, its just going to hurt you more. Nothing i do is going to make it better. I know you mean the best but I don't know if I know what to do now. I'm selfish for loving you this way. You just don't deserve someone like me. Someone who you don't get to be with every minute of the day. I was thinking through the whole night about everything you said. Its hard for me to take things in but I did. That is whyy i feel that, if I keep you by my side, I'm just hurting you more. I don't want to be labeled as the "selfish bitch" but somehow I am. I just don't know what else I should do, to make you understand and just stay happy with me always. |