you said move on (where do i go)

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date: Wednesday, May 27, 2009
time:10:35 PM

The much anticipated showdown of the year is just hours away. I have not felt this excited since the last Champions League. I'm actually sitting here, updating my pathetic blog, with my Man Utd jersey on, PRAYING for a victories night. Fingers crossed now!

I had a good day, besides the occasional family drama. It's getting rather irritating to know that my "use-to-be-happy" family, is facing so many problems, just because of an aunt who doesn't see eye-to-eye with the rest of the family. It's not that I hate her, but it gets really irritating when my grandmother calls and starts worrying about the upcoming wedding. Leave my cousin in peace, people! Its his BIG DAY!

I was sitting on my bed last night, thinking about the amount of tears i cried for the past few days. We didn't see eye-to-eye last night and it pissed the life out my me. Every word i said was used against me. Answers I gave was not accepted and somehow it was my fault. All i know right now is, i'm numb. I STILL LOVE YOU THO'. This is what i wanna say to you. This is what i feel right now.

You’re everything I thought you never were
And nothing like I thought you could’ve been
But still you live inside of me
So tell me how is that?

You’re the only one I wish I could forget
The only one I’d love to not forgive
And though you break my heart, you’re the only one
And though there are times when I hate you
Cause I can’t erase
The times that you hurt me
And put tears on my face
And even now while I hate you
It pains me to say
I know I’ll be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take a breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl
I’m no broken-hearted girl

Something that I feel I need to say
But up to now I’ve always been afraid
That you would never come around
And still I want to put this out
You say you’ve got the most respect for me
But sometimes I feel you’re not deserving me
And still you’re in my heart
But you’re the only one and yes
There are times when I hate you
But I don’t complain
Cause I’ve been afraid that you would've walk away
Oh but now I don’t hate you
I’m happy to say
That I will be there at the end of the day

I don’t wanna be without you babe
I don’t want a broken heart
Don’t wanna take breath with out you babe
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way no no
I don’t want a broken heart
And I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl

Now I’m at a place I thought I’d never be
I’m living in a world that’s all about you and me
Ain't gotta be afraid my broken heart is free
To spread my wings and fly away
Away With you
YEAH.

I don’t wanna be without my baby
I don’t wanna a broken heart
Don’t want to take a breath with out my baby
I don’t wanna play that part
I know that I love you
But let me just say
I don’t want to love you in no kind of way
I don’t want a broken heart
I don’t wanna play the broken-hearted girl. NO
No broken-hearted girl
Broken-hearted girl No…no…
No broken-hearted girl
No broken-hearted girl