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title: AISYAH IS NOT AISYAH ANYMORE!
date: Sunday, August 16, 2009
time:12:44 AM
Had a long, miserable day. Could hardly breathe thru my mouth. I seem to be out of breathe every 5minutes. I can hardly keep up with my baby cousin ever since I got sick, and its really getting into my head. Affected emotional, not really physically. As in.. I get really moody when things don't go my way or, when i expect a message from someone and it doesn't seem to arrive. Its frustrating sometimes. I have so many things on my mind, and it hurts. Im not a person that lets the smallest things get to her, but nowadays, im just seriously moody/cranky. I need to stop feeling so depressed all the time, and wake up to smell the roses. I seem to be losing interest in doing my school work, and its scary to realise such a fact. I need to get myself back on track.

My father is in the most crankiest state today. Giving all of us a hard time, even though its not our fault. From not bringing his keys, when we're not home to losing his soccer stuff and screaming at the top of his lungs. I think his having one of his PMS moments, and somehow its affecting me. I know his aging, but seriously, he doesn't have to vent it all on us.

Friends. What can i say about them? I have those who are in their own world, while those who wants to be included in things that the rest are doing. Those with problems and those who are so easy going. As for those with problems.. all i can say is, be patient. I may not be the best person with patience, but somehow that is the first thing that comes to mind. I don't have to mention your name, cause I know YOU know, Im talking about you. I may not be there like the old times, and im sorry but that's life. I may not be there to catch you when you fall, but you can sure bet, i'll be there to care for you while you recover. If your angry with me for not being there or ditching you, then i apologise. All i can tell u is.. the rest of us are praying that you'll settle this problem soon. Seriously, get back to me when your ready, no rush.

Amrit. I'M WAITING FOR YOUR REPLY RIGHT NOW! My blood is rushing to my head and my body heat is on the raise. I'm getting pissed waiting, and somehow your not there. I don't know if your on your bike, or not with friends, but PLEASE, just reply the damn msg. That is all i ask of you. You don't want to talk then say. I don't know what is wrong with me, so im warning you now.