you said move on (where do i go)

title: just another BITCH in town.
date: Thursday, August 27, 2009
time:12:11 PM

PROMISES (verb)

; assure someone that one will definitely do, give, or arrange something; undertake or declare that something will happen.

Keeping promises are hard to do, but easy to make up. You don't notice the damage till someone gets hurt from it. The only reason why people make promises in the first place is to replace a previous white lie (that is what i think). But why make them when you, yourself, know somehow that something is going to happen in the end. I've been at the losing end many times but still im pretty naive at times. Thinking that it won't happen to me again. The trust i have for the people around is very great. Now i know why my dad always reminds me to never trust people too much. Im not saying that not being able to keep your promises is a sin, but the impact it has on the people on the receiving end is GREAT.

Let me tell you a story about a girl who thought her worst days were over. She has been having trouble with this guy but no one really knows why. She has been at the lowest point of her life lately, and somehow this guy isnt much of a help. She loves him to death but nothing seems to be right. They argue almost all night now, and its always over the same thing. The blame is pushed from one end to the other, and no one is manning up to it. She decides to let it flow. Simply said, let it go. She behaved herself, by not bringing the problems up but somehow, yesterday was not the case. She sat on her parents bed, watching the flat screen, waiting for his message. He called instead, asking her if she wanted him to call her that night. But it came with a rule: I'll only call if you miss me and want to talk. No fighting was allowed. It sounded pretty good to her since she had a long day. It would be nice to have a nice, long, loving conversation with the one she loves the most. But that happiness was short lived.

She received a message 15minutes later, telling her that he had things to do. She was devastated. She unplugged her handphone from her charger and went straight to bed. She charged her phone, cause she thought it might come in handy later but she was wrong. She went to sleep with nothing but tears and frustration. She tries to wonder off to sleep but somehow, THE PROMISE made by the guy lingers in her mind. Its not the first time this has happen, but who is she to say anything. She made a few mistakes before, but she doesn't think she has done this before. She just needs the person she loves to be there and nothing more. The presence of this person is more important then anything else, but somehow that is the only thing she isnt getting lately. Lonely and cold, she went to bed, still in tears. Neyo's song, MAD, was the last thing she heard as she dozed off...

i guess im the one with the problem.