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title:
date: Tuesday, October 20, 2009
time:12:17 AM
"Aisyah, now is not the time."

That is all you can say. You think i'm too young to handle this, but i've been at this for quite some time now. You definitely don't know me very well. You just don't know me anymore. How can you do this to me? What have i not done enough to make you see, that this is not right? How can you just expect me to remain calm and not break down? I don't understand anymore. I maybe still under your care, but why don't you try and understand my situation. Why?! Why let me sit here and breakdown over something that i thought you were going to agree upon.

I look forward to this day, where you would know everything and i don't have to keep it away from you. The day where you would understand why i feel this way. That i'm complete. The day where you would accept him into the family. FYI, I'm not the babygirl you use to bring to soccer matches no more. The girl who would sit on your lap and laugh to your jokes, cause their not funny to me no more. I don't even sit and talk to you about anything anymore, cause you always have something negative to say back. I have enough negative vibe around me, and i don't need anymore. I don't even know how i'm suppose to look at you anymore. Both of you are the same. There is nothing different about the two of you. You guys really broke my heart. Thanks for pretending to care and listen.