you said move on (where do i go)

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date: Sunday, October 18, 2009
time:3:21 PM

This past few days, i never realized how messed up i was. I've been following too much on how i feel, and forgot about the people around me. It took me a long time for me to gain back their trust, and now i'm taking it for granted. Someone talked some sense into me yesterday, and finally i realised how screwed up i was. I shouldnt take things for granted anymore. But now i know i messed up, i hope you are able to forgive me?

I know the past few posts, my entries has been rather depressing. I know that i've not been at the best of moods lately, i guess that is part of life. Its time for a change. I won't let my feelings affect me mentally. I'll face everything in life with a smile, and treat the people around me with more respect. Spent more time with the ones i love and strive for only the best in life. Spent the rest of my life, loving only him, and making sure his always in my thoughts. He says i need to think more before talking. I guess i need to improve in tt too. I can't promise, but i'll definitely try.

You know what, I LOVE MY LIFE. No matter how sucky / lifeless / depressing / frustrating / sleepless / crappy / shitty my life is, i'm still thankful for it. I have wonderful classmates who are there to help me through everything, and wonderful parents who are always there to support me, even thought the may nag alot. And not forget him.. :D