you said move on (where do i go)

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date: Tuesday, November 24, 2009
time:10:28 PM

There's something missing in my life.

I always thought it was just some stupid teenage issues, and it wouldn't bother me.

But somehow i was wrong.

Something is bothering me and it pisses me off.

Its just digging deeper and deeper, and i'm ready to burst it all out.

I FUCKING HATE EVERYTHING IN MY LIFE,

TO THE CORE.

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date: Friday, November 20, 2009
time:3:59 PM

HAPPY 9TH BIRTHDAY YUSOFF! :D

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date:
time:3:36 PM

Happy Birthday Senget Siew! :D

Happy Birthday Elena! :D

The people who helped me thru out the whole thing! :D

HEY EVERYONE! :D

I'm still alive, if some of you guys are wondering where i have been.

Well, IM HAVING MY BLOODY HOLIDAYS NOW!

All the way till January! :D

Doesn't that sound super sweet!

Been catching up on my sleep and not forgeting getting a freaking job.

But no worries, i'm hired now and i start on Monday.

Cool environment and good pay.

The other things that i have been up to besides those were..

Senget's and Elena's birthday surprise.

I do what i do best, and that is.. to plan a surprise gathering for the 2 birthday kids.

It was rather confusing but once we had a solid idea, we stuck to it.

The overall surprise was a success!

Well done to ME&MY HELPERS (2B)!! :D

I hope all of you enjoyed yourselves, and hope to see ya'll soon again.

Shima!

Bubble tea soon?

And did you know that Singapore WON!

HAHAHAHAHA!

(Only shima will know why.)

ILOVEYOU AMRIT! :D

title: FUCK YOU ERIC!
date: Thursday, November 05, 2009
time:2:08 AM

A typical night for me once again.

But with a bit more frustration and anger.

There is exactly 7 days left for my ISP, and i'm not even 40% done.

The things that are done would be the paper work, like research, proposal and sketches.

But the main items, ZERO!

I don't know whether i'm suppose to breakdown or push harder, but one thing is for sure, i'm losing myself.

3 sleepless nights.

3 x bodyache.

3 x headaches.

3 x more problems.

I don't know what I have to do, to make things easier for myself.

I try harder everytime but somehow, nothing seems to happen.

Nobody can help me. FUCK.

No one knows what i'm going through.

NO ONE. HAISS.

I was suppose to attend a musical concert tmr with Grace, for our musical report.

But..

Tickets were sold out.

There is a concert on friday though, but I also have a dinner session with amrit and kcpians on the same night.

I don't know what else to do anymore.

I know they will screw me upside down.

But you can't always keep everyone happy, right?

If i really have got to attend this concert then..

Eric rejected my work today.

".. too normal aisyah."

HAISS.

There isn't many ways to advertise Night Safari.

They have only one vision, and it applies to all their events.

I don't want to show animal pictures, cause tt is exactly how they are advertising it now.

But if i were to use another picture or visual, then it won't link back to the ad.

So how?

If i knew it was going to be this hard, i would have done Super Cup Noodles.

You.

Your no where to be seen, when i need you the most.

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date: Tuesday, November 03, 2009
time:9:42 PM

Tuesday, 3rd November 9:44pm. Still infront of my laptop, doing nothing but work. Nothing seems to change for me. Life is school, school is life. Everything else is just a bonus. Had another sleepless night, and when i don't sleep during the night, i sleep in class. Its totally the other way round now, but somehow i'm still hanging in there. Amrit keeps reminding me to take it easy but somehow i still come back to this. Sleepless nights, eyebags and skyping.

I have a lot of things to look forward too, for this up-coming holiday. Which starts from the 12th November after 4.30pm. I just checked the school calender, and found out that it lasts till Jan. OMG! I have so many things to do. Somehow im hoping it doesn't turn out to be like last year, where i didnt get a job and stayed home most of the time. I WANT TO GET A JOB! :D

OMG! I can totally feel it now. The holiday spirit uprising within me. Waking up late, catch up on lost movies and endless of outings. :D Okay guys, im back to work now. Will update soon. :D

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date:
time:5:38 AM

5:39am

GOOD MORNING SINGAPORE! :D

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date: Monday, November 02, 2009
time:11:55 PM

Half Page Newspaper Ad.
Theme : "SURPRISE"

Well.. what do you guys think?

I think its missing a little something, but not sure what the hell it is.

I need to consult Mickey&Eric soon, before i test print any of my ads.

I guess its another sleepless night for me.

I need to get my LIFE back.

I spent my whole day with amrit today, and it felt like my life was fine.

Totally forgot about my problems and projects.

But as i was on my way home, sitting on his bike, i remembered that ISP is due in 2 weeks time.

Time to buck up and concentrate.

No more activities for this week (i think) cause everyone is busy trying to please the criteria's.

But one thing is for sure, once everything is over and done with, FUN is what we're going to have.

Not forgetting, I NEED A JOB BADLY!

Most probably will be heading down to any available job locations to try out.

First stop : Night Safari! :D

Okay earthlings.

I have my hot cup of milo ready, so its time...

FOR WORK! :D

Ciao.

title: I LOVE 2B!
date:
time:9:22 PM

FUCKYOU ISP!

FUCKYOU!

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date:
time:2:33 AM

Tribal Chant.

We had a class picnic at Botanic Gardens a ween ago, and this is what we came out with.

A tribal chant that is believed to be able to ...

I also don't know..

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date:
time:1:53 AM

1:59am:

I'm still up thinking about ISP.

Ideas seems to be dry and crappy, but somehow i have hope that its going to work out.

I have got to make this work.

Life is still the same.

Nothing seems to make me happy, besides my classmates and amrit.

Thought of going out for Halloween but only went TrickORTreat.

Dressed as the devil, with some clipped on horns and a devil stick.

I guess, once a ManUtd supporter, forever a ManUtd supporter.

2:15am:

Skyping with Ben.

He is talking to himself, while editing his ads.

He wants to be a cosmetic doctor now, cause his editing a human face.

Well, the two of us has been skyping for about 2hours now, and he is still talking to himself.

The amount of stress ISP is putting on us.

2:18am:

Thinking about what else i can do now, to destress.

I feel like pulling my hair, strand by strand, cause the stress is unbearable.

My back is killing me, and I cant even sit up straight.

I need to get a good massage soon.

2:22am:

I just realised that somehow i always wake up or look up at my watch at this timing.

I akways thought it was a coincidence but now I'm getting to get freaked out.

I guess i better go off to bed soon.

2:25am:

"Don’t you take chances

You might feel the pain

Don’t you love in vain

’cause love won’t set you free"

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date: Sunday, November 01, 2009
time:3:43 PM

" It's close to midnight and something evil's lurking in the dark

Under the moonlight, you see a sight that almost stops your heart

You try to scream but terror takes the sound before you make it

You start to freeze as horror looks you right between the eyes "

HAPPY HALLOWEEN! :D