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title: FUCK YOU ERIC!
date: Thursday, November 05, 2009
time:2:08 AM





A typical night for me once again.
But with a bit more frustration and anger.
There is exactly 7 days left for my ISP, and i'm not even 40% done.
The things that are done would be the paper work, like research, proposal and sketches.
But the main items, ZERO!
I don't know whether i'm suppose to breakdown or push harder, but one thing is for sure, i'm losing myself.
3 sleepless nights.
3 x bodyache.
3 x headaches.
3 x more problems.

I don't know what I have to do, to make things easier for myself.
I try harder everytime but somehow, nothing seems to happen.
Nobody can help me. FUCK.
No one knows what i'm going through.
NO ONE. HAISS.

I was suppose to attend a musical concert tmr with Grace, for our musical report.
But..
Tickets were sold out.
There is a concert on friday though, but I also have a dinner session with amrit and kcpians on the same night.
I don't know what else to do anymore.
I know they will screw me upside down.
But you can't always keep everyone happy, right?
If i really have got to attend this concert then..

Eric rejected my work today.
".. too normal aisyah."
HAISS.
There isn't many ways to advertise Night Safari.
They have only one vision, and it applies to all their events.
I don't want to show animal pictures, cause tt is exactly how they are advertising it now.
But if i were to use another picture or visual, then it won't link back to the ad.
So how?
If i knew it was going to be this hard, i would have done Super Cup Noodles.





You.
Your no where to be seen, when i need you the most.