you said move on (where do i go)

title: One Shot.
date: Sunday, February 28, 2010
time:10:48 PM

Sunday 28th Feb 2010.

The last day to the month. I'm looking forward to welcome the upcoming month. I pray that it would be a better month ahead. I wanna leave February behind, cause everything about it, makes me cry. I welcome March with open arms.

Been sitting in front of my lappy since 7pm, and still nothing is done. I was suppose to attend a steamboat gathering with the other "Jones" girls, but decided to head home to complete work. But this is all i could come up with. I still an A4 ad and storyboard that needs my attention soon. The weekend passed by so quickly, and I didn't even get to feel it. Work took up most of it, so i guess now we know where all my time went too.

i wish you could..

title: Nobody but YOU.
date:
time:8:39 PM

like what i said before, i want nobody but youuu..

title: try sleeping with a broken heart.
date:
time:2:05 AM

Trust. Promises. Maturity.

Everything I expected you to be.

I trusted you when, you promised me that you will lay low.

I thought it made you think as a man with responsibilities.

I thought you knew what was going on in your life, but you made me think otherwise.

You do things to make me feel uneasy, but somehow there you are trying to convince me that everything will be fine.

I don't want to hear it no more.

For me, it takes twice for me to learn.

If you don't start taking care of yourself, then i don't know how else to make you see.

I don't want to get angry.

I don't want to get upset.

I don't want to get the same feeling i had that day.

I just don't want it anymore.

But somehow i cant help it, but cry. (again)

title: Don't rain on my parade.
date: Thursday, February 25, 2010
time:11:24 PM

The week is coming to an end, and finally i can take a short break. This week has been all about meeting the required datelines and group presentations. Things are just getting tougher and tougher as things start to progress. Done the calculations for this week, and i think, only had less then 20 hours of sleep (for one week). WELL DONE AISYAH! :)

Not quite sure what i wanna do tomorrow, besides going over to school, for SAS 3D. Told AMRIT that i might meet him, but we're never sure on where to go. I just have this strong feeling that we might just end up, slacking at home, or maybe dinner at the same coffeeshop. We shall see..

Just went thru my diary, and im damn packed with shit for this weekend. Saturday, Arif's division family day and work, till closing. Sunday, working morning. I guess there goes my sleep again. Was just thinking about waking up late for the weekends. HAISS.

it started with a little kiss.

title: Pretend no more - Jetstar.
date:
time:1:36 AM

i just thought that i should share this video with everyone.

its my group's first television ad assignment.

its not the best, but at least its humorous.

jetstar, pretend no more.

title: Weakness.
date:
time:1:16 AM

youre so yesterday.

1:28am. I have no idea what the hell i should update about. Trying hard to think but unfortunately, nothing seems to be in my head lately. As per normal, been busy with life&school. School has been holding me back from doing things, but hopefully it will end soon. So many datelines, my pile of assignments never seem to reduce, but instead pile up even more. I need a good break soon...

title: Animation, aren't my kinda thing.
date: Wednesday, February 24, 2010
time:1:56 AM

Introducing to everyone my latest creations, Jonathan&Joseph.
They are my latest work for animation, and it took me half an hour to draw them out. :)
Feel so proud of myself!
The next step is.. to fit this 2 characters into a storyline.
I need suggestions.. anyone?

title: Vibrating plants.
date:
time:1:42 AM

i was part of the prop. :)

and crew..

Polaroid-mania! :)

and more polaroids..

ever since i was in primary school, i always had crushes on major boybands.

e.g backstreet boys, blue, nsync and even westlife.

but now..

i think i have a thing for asian boy bands.

im not talking about korean boybands.

im talking about "BACKSIDE BOYS".

a group of guys from my class, "cumming" together to form Backside Boys! :)

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Aren't they cute?!

Have been meeting up with amrit, for the past few days.

it seems we met up more then usual.

i seem to be heading over to his area almost everyday now, and we always seem to have dinner

at the same place. :)

i think we're meeting again tomorrow again.

HAHAHAHHA!

(aisyah is starting to talk shit now, due to 2 days of sleepless nights!)

title: Never leave you.
date: Tuesday, February 23, 2010
time:1:29 AM

HAPPY BELATED 5YEARS&6MONTHS SYG!

i don't know how many times i have said this to you but, i love you.

i've said it over and over again for the past 5years+, and for the upcoming years to come.

i know it has been a tough road for us, but we never meant no harm.

i will cherish you for all my life, till death do us part.

HAHAHAHAHAHA! YOUR STUCK W ME FOREVER!

(OMG! SO CHEESY!)

Spent our anniversary at his place.

There wasn't much to do, since someone is injured.

We couldn't go anywhere either, cause i had school.

But it was nice, to do what we do best.

Slack at he's house, disturb each other and walk back to my place, hand in hand.

Basically that was all we could do, and I LOVE IT!

I want to go shopping w you again, pls? :)

title: FRIDAY-DATE!
date: Saturday, February 13, 2010
time:10:36 PM

title: HAPPY BIRTHDAY AISYAH!
date: Thursday, February 11, 2010
time:1:59 AM

8th&16th feb babies.

our gifts from the whole class.

our birthday cards.

i <3>

Here are some of the pictures taken during my birthday (last Monday).

I wouldn't say i didn't have fun, i really did.

Even though my day didnt start out the way i really wanted it, somehow there were this guys to cheer me up.

Thank you to GRACE LIM, for organizing the lunch&dinner events!

Im still thinking whether i should upload the surprise video from the GIRLS.

Im having phobia now.

I hate it even people see me when i wake up!

I LOOK LIKE SHIT SIA!

Okay, i bet SHIMA will be saying, "UPLOAD UPLOAD!"

So i will.

But...

(yes there is a but)

maybe some other time. :)

i cant wait for friday to arrive.

Going out on a date with my HONEYBUN, SWEETIEPIE, BANANAHEAD boyfriend,

who is working he's ass off just for a bike.

He always says its not about the bike and stuff, but everyone knows its the bike.

This is what he usually says,

"Aisyah, its not all about the bike. Its about OUR future. To marry you must save alot."

Yeah. yeah. yeah.

Blame it on me!

ISK!

You better have a good plan for friday!

You owe me big time! :)

GRACE left for shanghai to celebrate Chinese New Year with her father,

an hour ago, and

I MISS HER ALREADY!

SHIT!

My small eyed friend is so far away!

p.s turning 20 isn't so bad afterall..

title: Let it burn.
date: Monday, February 08, 2010
time:11:52 PM

I don't wanna fight no more.

Especially today.

I don't wanna go to bed with tears in my eyes.

I don't know what is going on anymore.

I don't want to celebrate this day with frustration anymore.

I don't know what you were thinking.

You know how much this means to me, but somehow..

I don't know whether to get angry or sad.

I don't know.

I don't know if i'm strong to go through this anymore.

I really don't know what to do anymore.

I want this feeling to fade.

title: Sincerely..
date:
time:11:42 PM

I would like to thank everyone, for making this day rather memorable.

Thank you to my parents for giving birth to me.

Thank you to everyone for their wishes.

Thank you to my classmates, for the bag and handphone pouch.

Not forgetting the wonderful card.

Thank you to Grace for the cute/adorable/significant necklace. :)

Thank you to my colleagues for the wonderful dinner at Cafe Iguana.

lastly..

I would like to thank my GIRLS for coming up with the birthday surprise!

There are so many more people i would like to thank, but couldnt really remember every single one.

THANK YOU EVERYONE!

title: Inconsolable.
date:
time:1:27 AM

happy birthday aisyah!

i guess i have to wish myself this year.

i don't know what else to do anymore.

all i wanted was to hear it from you.

only you.

title: Qoute.
date: Sunday, February 07, 2010
time:11:41 PM

Even though I really love you, i'm gonna smile cause I deserve to.
It'll all get better in time.
Don't wanna let that hurt my feelings.
But that's the path I've been living.
And I know that time will heal it.
If you didn't notice BOY you meant everything.

title: Friday, ill be over you.
date: Tuesday, February 02, 2010
time:2:11 AM

SCREW IT!

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE, EVERYONE!

I DON'T WANT TO WASTE ANY OF YOUR TIME!

FUCK FEBRUARY!

FUCK MY BIRTHDAY!

FUCK IT!

I DON'T WANT ANYTHING!

I WANT TO BE HAPPY!

GET IT!

H A P P Y !

I DON'T DESERVE ANYTHING FROM ANYONE!

SO PLEASE..

SAVE WHATEVER YOU GUYS WERE GOING TO DO!

I DON'T HAVE THE MOOD TO CELEBRATE ANYMORE!

WHAT THE FUCK IS THE POINT OF CELEBRATING IT ANYWAYS RIGHT!!

ITS JUST A STUPID BIRTHDAY!

THERE IS NO POINT CELEBRATING, WHEN YOUR NOT HAPPY!

I RATHER DIE!

I WON'T BOTHER ANYONE IF I DIE!

FUCK IT!

title: i can't hate you anymore.
date: Monday, February 01, 2010
time:11:05 PM

Headphones on. "Forever" by Chris Brown is playing on my itunes, im set to start on my school work. Felt like something was missing, but had no clue. Sat here for about 15 minutes thinking, and finally i remembered what it was. My thumb-drive was not plucked in. STUPID AISYAH! Now that i have everything i need, i can't seem to stimulate my mind. ARRRGGGH!

7 MORE DAYS! :)

We build it up to watch it fall, like WE meant nothing at all.
I gave and gave the best of me, couldn't give you what you need.
You walked away, you stole my life.
Just to find what you're looking for.
But no matter how i try..
I can't hate you anymore.