you said move on (where do i go)

title: IMPOSSIBLE.
date: Thursday, March 04, 2010
time:4:05 AM

4th March 2010, 4:12AM

I want some cocktails, pls? Where can i find them at this creepy hour? I was taking a break from work, 5 minutes ago, and was looking down from my window, and saw a group of teenagers walking around drunk. Was kinda hilarious though. One of them almost banged into a sign, but thank god she didn't.

So, i'm back to work. I think this should be my 4th night, or was it 3rd late night. I know its not good for my health, and i'm beginning to feel it now. I felt like puking, a few hours ago, and still has the same feeling, but can't seem to find the strength to bring myself to the toilet and stick my finger down my throat. Too goddamn tired. As i type now, my throat feels sore and puke-able, my eyes are beginning to close up slowly, my back is hurting and my fingers are getting stiff. Everything is in pain. OMG! I need sleep soon.

I want the weekends to come sooner and longer. I don't feel like working either. If it wasn't for the money, i wouldn't drag my big ass to work. Its tiring and frustrating. But now knowing that some of my previous workmates won't be there anymore, makes it even worst.

Ohh yeah, found out a few weeks ago that my cousin's wife is pregnant. Its their second try, the first was a miscarriage. I can't believe that my grandma is going to be a great grandma. OMG! That can only mean two things for me, firstly, I'm turning into an aunt and secondly, IM OLD! Wait! Its not over. Received an email from my cousin in India, hours ago and i got to know that... SHE'S PREGNANT TOO! OMG! Now I'M REALLY OLD!

I rather not say anything about it SYG.
Cause only i know how it felt like,
running away from the fact.
You wouldn't understand even if you tried.