i don't know what is this feeling, i'm going through now.
self conscious about the way i am, in someone else's eyes.
i don't want to return to the past, cause it will just hurt even more.
i have problems, and i need to realise that soon.
i just don't want to walk around with the confidence of a 12yr old girl.
things need to change, SLOWLY BUT SURELY.
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maybe i should just list down the things i wanna do, or should do.
but then that will just stress me even more.
ohh god, why must i feel like this NOW?
AISYAH NEEDS TO DO SOMETHING SOON, BEFORE SHE LOSES HERSELF AGAIN TO STUPIDITY.