
don't let my innocence fool you.
its over. and when i say over, i really mean its OVER! :) i have never felt this happy before, okay, maybe there were a few times when i was this happy but somehow this ISP, was more worked up for me. from the last minute changes to the emotional breakdown, everything worked out fine in the end. now just checking through everything, making sure i have everything. i will upload the pictures soon, together with the bbq stay-over from last night. So many pictures, so little time. or maybe.. i shall upload them now. YES, I SHOULD. :D
we fight.
over everything and anything.
i don't know if im strong enough for this no more.
im emotional deprived.
i lack the strength i use to have so i might not seem that interested.
but one thing i know for sure,
we are not making it easier for each other.