you said move on (where do i go)

title: RUN BOY RUNNNNNNN!
date: Monday, May 31, 2010
time:1:19 AM

stupid in love.

I'll skip all the crap that I was planning to say. I'll go straight to the point. I'm miserable and rather suicidal. I hate life, and always wondered why am I still here. I love the people around me, but I think I'm bothering them, taking up their personal space and the oxygen they breathe. The last time i felt this way, was probably when I was in Sec 1. The start of teen-hood was the end of life itself, for me. I was a rebellious teen who had a crappy life, miserable family and an ex boyfriend that was full of bull-shit! Now I'm back to square one.

Well, since I've unleashed my crap-iness, I shall now tell you about my day. Went over to The Kallang Cage. It was definitely my first time over, and I'm pretty impressed with the whole thing. I was the main photographer for my father's friends event. It was a kid's soccer league, and I can definitely say, the kids were freaking talented. They started from the age of 5 and they came in different shapes, sizes and colours. They came together to represent their different town CC's, and I was definitely impressed. Besides the weather that nearly gave me a heat stroke, the whole event was a complete success. Well done boys!

The only thing that bothered me deeply, was the way the parents were reacting during the games. The whole reason for this league was for the kids to learn discipline and respect for the game and also their fellow opponents, but the parents didnt take the lead. They embarrassed themselves. I was really disappointed. The kids would be in the cage, playing their hearts out and all you can hear from the parents were, " EHHHHH, TAKE THAT BOY DOWN! COME ON! FASTER LA! THAT BOY CHEATED! HOW COULD HE PULL MY SON DOWN!". Awww, come on parents. Some of the kids were so stressed out, that some even broke down on court. They wanted to have fun but parents made it otherwise. I hate parents who do nothing but grumble or complains about something that their not even involved in. If the kids were to complain, I would understand but this were the parents. How sad can this be for Singapore?

CONGRATULATIONS TO KAK FARAH ON YOUR WEDDING! :)