you said move on (where do i go)

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date: Monday, May 16, 2005
time:6:03 PM

Today is the most miserable day of my entire life.. I was lookin' forward to get back my mid-year exams papers.

But things got bad when i got back my first paper which was my maths paper. I did so badly tt i actually did not imagine!..

I onli got 34 out of a 100 for the entire paper.

How could tis be???

Now i don even knw how to tell my dad and i don even knw wat will happen to me if i did tell him?

Haix!!.. Well if u think tt my maths paper was the worst, well guess how much i got for my malay paper two? I got a 30 out of 70!! Haix!!

I was so shocked and now i am in double trouble. But at least my english paper was not tt bad.. I got a 49 out of 80 for my english paper one and my teacher said tt for my paper two i did well.. So tt means tt overall i did very well for english!!.. Hahax''!!..

Life was a total mess wif my exam marks and my meetings and also my relationship!.. He neve seems to care but anithing and i am worried for tis relationship.. Even my own teacher is telling me to get a better guy!..How?..

Should i listen to a teacher tt has years of experience in relationship or should i listen to my heart!..

I have always listen to my heart but now i have have doubts whether to listen to heart!!..

I believe tt my heart always tells wise decisions but now i am confuse!..

Could tis be the end of my relationship?