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title:
date: Friday, June 24, 2005
time:2:42 PM
I feel MISERABLE* today!!
I am not myself today..
Feeling weak..
Feeling ignored is wat i feel rite now!
People around me pretends i am not there and nobody cares!
I hate myself and the life tt i have been living in!
I pretend to be a normal gal wif no probs..
But my heart is full of regret and hatred!
I have been putting on a show..
I am not the gal tt everyone thinks i am
I am full of questions tt have not been answered for a long time!
I am not perfect nor am i good!
I have been wearing a mask so tt i look normal..
But wat can i do!
I was born in tis life and nobody can ever help me!
I tried to help myself but it juz made it worst!
For hating ppl, i HATE myself!
Y do i feel tis way?
Y cant i live like a normal teenager wif full of love?
I don knw wat love means to me and i will neve knw!
Help me!