you said move on (where do i go)

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date: Friday, January 27, 2006
time:5:38 PM

A father is someone we look up to & a person tt is in-charge of the whole family.. Someone tt we respect and someone we LOVE so much.. But not me! Honestly, this whole month is the worst month ever.. I have neve hated my dad this much before..
He is always making fuss abt the smallest things and i cant take it!
Why does he do this to me?
He neve lets me explain things and he is always bringing back the past..
I knw i have done alot of stupid things in the past and i did them w/o thinking but tt does not mean tt i still do them..
Why?
Is it so hard to trust me this days?
What is it tt u worry abt?
I have told u tt i don wan anything for my b'day and i don expect anything on the 8th Feb..
If u wan to give me money then jus put it in my savings..
My father has always been the BIG man and the BEST man but i guess things has changed!
I cant even look in the mirror anymore..
Everytime i look in it, i see his face, his blood!
I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!
My b'day for this year will be quiet and peaceful!
THE WORST YEAR EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :(