you said move on (where do i go)

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date: Friday, August 10, 2007
time:2:57 PM

Happy Belated Birthday To Singapore!

Had a boring day yesterday. Went over to my grandmom's hse for national day cause my cousin wanted us there. But then, last minute, cancel their plans and did not come over. I was pissed! I actually wanted to head over to marina bay to watch the fire works but because of my family i could not. But anyway, I still had fun with my grandma. She was funny. Telling me old stories of my father and his brothers. Anyway, bibik cooked alot of delicious food yesterday. I ate ate and ate. Could not stop man!

Anyway, watched the national day parade and it honestly, it was frecking boring! Nothing interesting about it. So bored... So i decided to head home early. Since my mom wanted to wait for my dad and bros at my grandma's hse, i decided to head home by myself. I was so lazy to walk to the mrt station that I took a cab back. I stood by the side of the road for 20 minutes before I got a cab. The driver was a terrible driver. He would, for no reason, jam on the brakes and I almost flew out of the cab. It was terrible. I was so ready to puke! Lucky i didnt. It would have been embarassing. Really miss my bf. Its been about 4 days since we saw each other. Wanted to call him and meet him yesterday since my family was not with me but i did not want to disturb him. He was out wif his frens at esplanade. Anyway, still miss him. Istill have not told him that i have to go for grad nite! Hais.

Things are changing so fast without us realising.

I never wanted it to be like this.

Losing someone like you may be dreadful but maybe its time for me to do something.

I don't want you to suffer from the things that you are doing.

But, I cant help you to change.

You have to do it by yourself.

I really hope that one day...

You will change for the better just like you were the last time.

I mean this sincerely, by the bottom of my heart. :)