you said move on (where do i go)

title: We "were" BBF!
date: Wednesday, September 26, 2007
time:5:44 PM

DEE,

There has been so many things that has happened this week. I don really know how to start. I know you have been going thru' a tough time but you are not doing anything. I don't understand how you can change in a few weeks, into a girl that I even recognise. I try to tell myself that life's has its ups and downs, so probably you are going thru' that. But then I got to know something that came out from your mouth. You don't even care about us anymore. You think that, all that we are doing is just to make your life miserable but you are WRONG! A good friend would confront the others and tell her the problems.

We have been BEST FRIENDS for 14 years. 14 YEARS??? Now you just want to let go of me. I was there when you were sad, scared and happy. But you still decide to leave me. I hate the fact that you said that in my face. You want to know why I left half way thru' the conversation. I just cant believe what you said about our friendship. I was so close to crying. I hate it when friends backstab me. You think by letting go of the people that care about you will solve your problems. is it? You are so WRONG! Letting them go just makes you regret in the end. Maybe not now, but later on in life. I don't know how to get things into your head but I hope one day someone will get things into your head.

It looks like our friendship does not mean anything to you anymore. So what can I DO right? Thanks dee for all the times you were there. But for now, you can go back to those, YOU THINK, knows you best. Cause it seems like, I WASN'TE BEST FRIEND YOU WERE LOOKING FOR! Friends like kasmi, shima and shahirah are the ones I want to keep. So get things straight! :)

This will remain in the past.