you said move on (where do i go)

title: I CARE ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE BUT FORGET ABOUT MYSELF!
date: Wednesday, January 16, 2008
time:1:13 AM

Girls, I cant go for the tml outing.
I'm really sorry!
PLEASE don't ask me why cause I think you guys should know why.
I think you guys are also fed up with me cause every single time you invite me, I just cant go.
You guys don't have to invite me anymore.
It makes life so much for you guys.
I'm really SORRY!
Have FUN!
You guys can go and buy the bag if you want.
I'll get it another time when I can get out.
That is if I CAN!
SORRY!

I can't believe you did this to me again.
I was always there whenever you needed me.
Is this what you call a HOLIDAY!!!!!
Bullshit la. What happened to "study first then i let you do anything"?
You just full of crap!
I stay home everyday to help with the renovation but you cant even let me go out for a day.
I wasnt asking for a million dollars.
Is it so hard!!!!
Whats the point of turning 18 when i cant even go out with my friends!
How dare you ask me why I'm always going out!
Where in the HELL did I go!!!
I dont even remember that!
I cared to much about other people but I forget about myself!
I am a FCUKING good daugther!
But you dont seem to see that!
Whats the point of me being nominated for the LEE KUAN YEW AWARD!
It does not make sense right !
I hate you!
Keep me in this "cell" and hope i really die in it!
I will hate you to death if I lose my friends!
I will hate you with my life from now on!
Go and enjoy your fcuking vacation to BANGKOK OK!!!!!!!