you said move on (where do i go)

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date: Saturday, September 13, 2008
time:9:57 PM

today i am pissed.

let me put it like this, ok. if your best friends keeps asking u to go out with the whole group of our friends, you would do anything to tag along. that was wat i did but my sacrifices were left unnoticed. i still cant believe u actually went out with your bf instead of us, just because i couldn't stay out late. come on la. is this what bestfriends are for! you always say that we have known each other for a very long time, right. but u still treat me like this.

i sacrificed my family day for u, to spent time with everyone. everyone! but in the end i spent it with shima. how do u think it made us feel! i know u too well la ok. i didnt have to ask my bf where u were cause i had a feeling u were out with ur bf.

i was always there for u when u needed me. i never complained u know. i was more then willing cause our friendship is important to me. but i don think it is to u. u knew who longer huh! him or me. so u cant make time for me! pls la! i had enough of being treating like a bloody dog by everyone! when u need me then u look for me but when i need u, ur no where to be found.

i still cant believe u did this to us today. u said u had something important to do at home. ok, fine. why cant u meet us after. if u could make it for their soccer game tat started at 5, why cant u meet us. me and shima only went out at 5, so dont come telling us that you were busy. you have plenty time to go out with ur bf on other days, but for me, its almost impossible. but still u didnt take up this opp to spent time with me.

i don knw what to say to you anymore. i'm pissed. dont think that my bf had anything to do with this. i was the one tat couldnt take it and doesnt know anything. get it!!!!