you said move on (where do i go)

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date: Tuesday, November 04, 2008
time:7:53 PM

i don care?

it funny how easy it is for you to say those things yesterday. your words pierced through my heart like a knife. i maybe over-reacting but i have the right! its not the first time nor the last. you said those words before but i kept them inside. i thought you were joking but certain jokes are just not funny no more. you think your the only one that keeps this relationship going. then what is my part in this? don i deserve a break. don i deserve a time to get angry. but who am i in the end. just a pile of shit waiting for to be cleared.

i said 2 words and you burst into flames, just cause you were tired. slept only a few hours. so? i gave you time to sleep yesterday but you decided to shout at me. pls amrit! wat more do you want from me? i understand your problems but you think i don't. i'm human, you know? its by nature for me to get angry if you say your tired and don't want to talk, but in the end, i still understand. but i guess its the other way round now.

i don't care right? why in the hell do you think i msg you everyday to remind you how much i love you. why? crazy maybe. i have nothing better to do right. i don't go to school and work like you, right! i just cant believe you said those words to me.

you kept calling me over 50 times, for what? i thought you were tired right. so don't bother tiring yourself just to call me. don't waste your sleep time. don't! so maybe i can get the same amount of rest like you. go and sleep. rest cause the next day your busy again. i have no life so don't worry about me. i'll be fine.

amrit. i know you'll read this and get mad again. dah biasa! just don't bother anymore.

bye.