you said move on (where do i go)

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date: Saturday, November 08, 2008
time:9:03 PM

UPDATING AGAIN.

i did go for the wedding i was talking about from my previous post. it was a very different wedding. i didn't know that my distant relatives were actually pakistanis. it was cool and awesome all together. all the girls were beautiful and the guys were HOT! just imagine, malay girls will die for an arab bf right? well... pakistanis are also the same kind as arabs. too die for. i was surrounded by them for the whole day. HAHA.

before i was at the wedding, met my bf and yuvin at the mrt station and he told me to wait for yo so can take the train altogether. i didnt know why i waited but i did in the end. talked to my bf while waiting then took the train. haha. i was in baju kurung while the guys were in their normal attire, felt so left out.

but anyway, the wedding was awesome. it was like, i was in an hindustan movie. my aunties tried to be funny with me just now. she asked all the cute guys to sit with me cause they were right behind me, talking about me. i could hear everything but they didn't realise. they were so nice and my aunties introduced them but they were concentrating at only one. his name is SYED. his 2 years older but looks young. he was so sweet. he took drinks for me and food as well. we talked throughout the whole wedding.

he made me laugh and it felt good to actually relax. his eyes were beautiful. just imagine staring at light grey eyes with long eye lashes. HAHA. he was nice, too nice.

then it got so much more interesting. he asked if i was attached. i was stuck. i couldn't tell him cause he would report back to my aunties. he was waiting for an answer and i said no. i know i did a wrong thing but i couldn't say yes. he had that wide smile on his face and i just smiled back. i left the wedding without saying goodbye to him cause his mother needed his help with stuff. i left with a heavy heart. it felt as if i did something wrong. but there is nothing wrong with just talking to another guy right. (cute guy)

in the end. i left but had a blast in the end. so much drama in my life makes it so much more complicated.