you said move on (where do i go)

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date: Thursday, January 15, 2009
time:8:09 PM

the day couldn't get any worst then today.

i woke up with a huge migraine on my left side. got ready for school and left without any hesitation. boarded the train, with a couple that was apparently all over each other in the cabin, even though they knew, there wasn't enough space to make love. i was right next to them. so f**king inconsiderate. my migraine got worst. i was apparently in pain, with an bunch of baboons that couldn't keep their hands off each other. the lady realised that my head was in pain and all she could say was...

"youngsters nowadays, always having a hang over."

who the hell was she to say that i was having a hang over. she was the lady who had no shame, kissing and touching her bf in public. oh ya, there was definitely some tongue action within that period of time they were together.

a migraine wasn't the worst thing i could ever ask for. being labeled as a "self-centered' girlfriend made my day. all i said was "busy" and it led to a huge fight between us.

a migraine + fight = disaster

there wasn't anything nice that came out of the conversation. we kept pointing fingers at each other, hoping that the other party would stop with his/her shit. we're both busy, tired and frustrated that we don't even have time to have a simple conversation. i don't know what to ask from him anymore? i really don't.

anyway.. sha has been craving for someone new in her life and finally she found the one she is 'loves'. finally got to meet him today and for a first impression, he was brave enough to have lunch with the whole class. he was quiet but quick to give answer to my stupid questions. he was nice and his more then welcome to spent time with us.

school has been the same. boring, dry and frustrating. besides that, life has been nothing but hell.

i went to hell and back.