I have been doing my project for the past 3 weeks and nothing seems to be done. My life is not exactly full of excitement nor happiness. For the first time in my life, i rather keep my pain to myself. I may breakdown soon but who cares right! Im at a point in my life, where i don't seem to have answers for anything. I'm speechless. Nothing i do seems to help me out. Nothing i say seems to go into anyone's head. I guess what im trying to say, im not depending on anyone anymore. I guess they have their life's as well, so i rather not bother them..

FYI, the things that happened, is still fresh in my mind.