you said move on (where do i go)

title: because of YOU, i'm unbroken.
date: Tuesday, May 18, 2010
time:9:52 PM

"She says te amo then she put her hand around me waist
I told her no,
She cries te amo i told her im not gonna run away but let me go
My soul is crying, without asking why
I said te amo, wouldnt somebody tell me what she said
Don't it mean I love you"

2 days. 2 days of invisibility. That was all i wanted, and that was what i got. But it came with a price. A costly one. I'm not proud of what i did, but i did what i thought was good for me. I was on the verge of losing myself. I'm not going to lose myself, for the sake of someone else's carelessness. I have better things in my life that needs my attention. For example, amrit.

"..but in the process, of what you want to do, you ignored me?"

I knew i have been unfair. I have been missing from your life. I kept you at a distance, so we wouldn't get into a conflict. I was trying to stay a distance, to protect us. Its not easy to explain, and like what i said, i don't expect you to understand. I know you feel that its unfair for you, but i'm gonna make things better. I'm sick and tired of getting hurt. I know i don't use this word whenever i had to, but i will now. SORRY.