you said move on (where do i go)

title: i fall for a silly boy.
date: Sunday, May 16, 2010
time:10:04 PM

It seems you only want what you can`t have. That ego's turning. Just too bad for you, that when you had me and you didn't know what to do. Cause you had a good girl, that's a keeper. You had a good girl, but didn't know how to treat her, so silly boy get out my face. Why do you like the way regrets taste?

I'm on a constant battle. Battle against enemies that i love so much. Yes, the irony kills me. Thoughts would run through my head and I'm on the run throughout the whole time. I want to live a normal life, who doesn't right, but I'm on a constant denial stage, where I keep think negatively. As for my enemies, they are living in denial and they don't realise how much they hurt me in the process. How much they hurt the family in the end. Those are the questions that don't run through their head, but instead, they run through mine.

".. can you don't talk like this, its irritating."

I'm sorry if it does, but I'm going through a hard time. Its not something that I would just forget, cause it involves my life and family. The family that I love so much. If you're not happy with my voice, then stay away. It doesn't matter with me. For once I don't wanna run to you, for comfort.

They say every tear has it's reasons. Every smile has it's own season. I was blinded.